love foolish | (m.sn x reader)

rule #10

/ sana
"y/n-ah?"

"mhm?" was all that she responded with, now holding a book in her hands as she was leaning on me now.
after a few minutes of her little moody episode earlier, she grabbed a book and started reading and just kept silent. while i.. well, i picked up the little book of poems and desperately tried to look for some kind of decent enough non cheesy poem to tell her.

".. and when the rain falls,
i wish to fall with you,
even if responsibility calls,
i'll make it through,
because after all,
you are my sun.
the reason why i run.."

i stopped there. it was decent.. but too long. i shook my head and flipped another page.

"out of all the maidens,
one caught my eye,
with you i believe,
such beauty only you achieve,
you said no, you were taken,
so forever i had waited,
for i never said bye,
i wish to stand by your side,
so i stayed, it was worthwhile-"

a voice had cut me off as i whispered the poem to myself.

"for you are my sunshine,
no matter how long it takes,
if loving you is at stake,
then i shall take it,
take it and stay here,
even until late"

i was shocked as i stared at y/n. she knew this poem? "waiting.. that poem, of course i know that" she said as if she had just read my mind.

"everynight i weep,
your presence is what i seek,
oh precious maiden,
your love is my only haven,
why must you be another's?
my pain, my suffers
only you take it from thee
when you look at me"

i could only stare at her as she perfectly recited the poem.

"oh dear maiden,
i call, i heed,
do you not want me?
no, i shall not flee.
i wait, i stay,
it will be okay,
the sun will soon rise,
i shall not falter,
i shall not hide,
my love for you shan't die"

i stared at her in awe. i picked up a random book and read a random poem and yet she knows.. or maybe this could be just a famous poem and because she reads a lot, she might have come across it before right?

"i wrote that poem"

i was even more taken away. what? she wrote it? i looked at the book in disbelief and on the bottom of the page, there, i saw her name.

"kim y/n of keunbyeol high"

"how- what? why?" i asked, in awe and disbelief, this first year.. i'm embarassed to admit this but i completely know nothing about her, do i? i looked back up at her and saw her smiling.

ah.. that smile, she's so pretty.

all of my worries went away in an instant as she smiled, finally. "that's my winning piece, i wrote it in middle school" she said and looked away, still smiling. i couldn't help but just stare and focus at her lips. "what a coincidence that you stumbled upon it, when you picked up that book, i thought it was impossible for you to come across my poem" she said and looked back at me again. "out of all the books, you picked that up. out of all the poems, you saw mine. hm. isn't that lucky?" i couldn't focus on her words. i couldn't even focus on my own words. i couldn't get ahold of myself.

i was just looking at the girl in front of me who had her lips curved as she stared at me. probably waiting for me to answer but i couldn't. all i could think was.. i want to kiss her.

wait, what!? get a hold of yourself, sana. you've been like this for the past few hours!

i shook my head and gulped, looking away. "y-yeah.. what a lucky coincidence" i finally managed to get my words out although i stuttered.

i only saw her smile, why did i get the sudden urge to kiss her? i might have to talk about this to jeongyeon later.
"sana, you're sweating" i almost flinched when she gently turned my head to face her and she pat her handkerchief on my forehead. again, she was wiping my sweat away. my heart was pacing as i stared at the girl in front of me. "you should really wear lighter clothes next time, you tend to sweat a lot.." she said, completely oblivious to the fact that i was sweating a lot because i was nervous. "do you wanna leave and go somewhere else?" she asked, which took my full attention. "no, no it's okay. you like it here right?" i told her and she nodded. "but you don't. you seem to be more fidgety the longer we stay" i finally realized that my nervousness was showing and was a little glad that she didn't fully see through it. i definitely didn't want to get another teasing. i shooked my head at her and smiled, somehow my mischievousness came back at the mention of 'teasing' and i thought of a way to tease her, i laid my head on her lap and made myself comfy there.
"s-sana??" she looked adorable with the surprised and flustered expression on her face, i couldn't help but giggle. "now i feel comfy.." i said and she looked around, probably worried and looked back down at me.
"sana.. we're in public, what if someone sees us?" she warned me and i shook my head at her and pinched my cheek. "i don't care" was all i responded with and closed my eyes, embracing the comfort i felt being this close to y/n. "what if the staff gets mad at us?" she said and i shook my head at her again. "i can pay them double just to leave us alone" i yawned, getting sleepy. the library's ambiance along with y/n's scent made me feel so comfy i felt like dozing off. "what about your fangirls?" she said and huffed. "they might get mad at me"
i shook my head again, about to fall into slumber. hmm.. who knew y/n's lap was so soft?

/ y/n.
"who cares about them? i only care about you.."

i was silent and taken aback, what did she say? she only cares about me? i looked at the girl on my lap. "sana.. hey" i called, but she was already asleep. i sighed, what was i getting my hopes up for? she probably only said that as one of her tactics to make me fall for her and i definitely won't. never. i don't want to fall in love again and definitely not with sana.
but now that i think about it though, sana's not really bad as a person. i thought she was arrogant, flirty and would act like a spoiled rich kid. the rumors were wrong, i guess.

then could the rumor about her being a playgirl be wrong too? no, that's impossible. i've heard too many girls' heartbreaks from dating sana.

i stared at her and for some reason, my heart started to beat a little faster, hm, she's gorgeous. i guess that's why. i mean, everyone would be flustered if they had a goddess sleeping on their lap. i brushed the strand of hair away from her face. it's hard to believe that such an angel-looking being as her has broken so many hearts in her three years at high school. i never said anything about not being friends with her right? i guess i don't mind having her around then. i looked back at my book and continued reading, letting the older girl sleep and rest on my lap.