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*D E V I N*

I don't know why God would ever allow you to have everything you've ever wanted and dreamed of just to rip it out from under you once you finally come to terms with it.

But that's what I fell a victim to, the girl of my dreams, everything good you could possibly imagine, I had, and then I lost.
I don't know what I did to deserve that, if I did I would've changed my ways, I would've done anything to keep her.

It took me years to fix my wrongs and find my ways again, but she's back, all mine, and nothing will ruin us this time.

I brushed a strand of hair out off of Avery's face while her light snores filled the silence, if it weren't for our proximity I don't think I would be able to hear her. mornings like this I would usually be at practice missing these intimate moments where I could hold my girl so close to my bare chest while she slept, I thank God for these days off.

I stay quiet letting her catch up on the rest that she missed from last night, it was the closest we've been to actually having sex but I stopped her before we could get that far, it damn near killed me to do it but I only did it for her protection, I know she wants to wait and I'm not taking her word for it after finishing two bottles of wine between the two of us, I want her perfectly cognizant when I take her fully and completely, this won't be just another fuck for me, this will be passionate sincere love and I can't have her tipsy off wine for it.

I kiss her forehead, then her nose, going down to her neck purposely missing her lips, I kiss her collarbone then shoulders, and down her arms.
She starts stirring with each kiss placed on her skin.
"Go back to sleep" she whined while placing her hand on my face, I couldn't help but admire the diamond on her left ring finger, I did that, we are truly engaged, she will be my wife, how can that not make me smile?

"Okay I'm sorry baby," I say kissing her once more before cradling her head back into my chest, she wastes no time falling back asleep and I follow her lead.

*A V E R Y*

I stood in the shower letting the hot water hit me as Devin's hands explored my body, soaping every part of me.
I couldn't help but close my eyes while my head rested on his chest taking in such a dear moment. I only barely opened my eyes to admire my new engagement ring as it traced Devin's chest, following his newest tattoo of my name written across his heart.
It was such an awkward placement I thought until he told me it was 'exactly' over his heart, unlike people's inaccurate heart tattoos.

He described it with such passion I couldn't wash my smile away.
It makes me laugh to think about how my 6 foot 6, big burly boyfriend who swears unconditionally around his friends become this giant softy for me, to watch him lift heavy weights with his buddies listening to rap music, and talking "man things" but drop everything and everybody when I so much as speak his name.

I relax even more when I feel his hands washing my hair every so gently, I smile against his skin knowing he shares the same loving smile with me. He kisses me so passionately and deeply as he pushed me back into the falling water.

"What's going through that beautiful head of yours?" He hummed.
"How I want this to last forever"

I could feel his smile against my lips.
"And that's exactly what I'm gonna give you"

He reached behind me turning the water off before grabbing a towel and holding it against my back, I couldn't find it in myself to break away from his body as I kissed down his neck.

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