Entry #19

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Dear Kiyo,

I was really having a hard time here but I don't have the guts to tell you everything. I'm so ashamed and I feel guilty at the same time.

I felt like I was carrying too much emotional baggage.

I didn't ask for this. All I wanted was to have a boyfriend but I didn't know everything would turn out like this.

I'm sorry, I felt like I have been a bad girlfriend. I couldn't talk to you for that long because I was afraid that I might cry. We're not chatting like we used to, and I don't know about your day. I don't know what you're going through anymore and I know it was all my fault.

Gustong gusto kong sabihin sayo ang nangyayari dito, Kiyo. Pero sa tuwing nakikita ko ang ngiti mo ay hindi ko mahanap ang lakas ng loob para sabihin sayo ang totoo. Na nandito si Asher and I almost got swayed.

I love you and that's for sure. I'm just so ashamed to face you right now because there's many lies that I keep telling you.

Love,
Rana

Dear Future Boyfriendजहाँ कहानियाँ रहती हैं। अभी खोजें