One shots

ao3: eating disorder

WARNING ⚠️ AN ED STORY IS UP AHEAD

And Attempted suicide....

And active abusive relationship

" you know it's against the rules to drink that" Oliver thought to himself as he grabbed his coffee off the counter and left Dunkin'. "Yeah but it's not like he'll notice, hell I could fuck myself and I'll be fine because he just doesn't care." He walked to his car and unlocked it before setting his drink in the cup holder and closing the door. " Fuck it" he called his best friend Maddox and said " I'm ending it no I'm not giving you a reason I need a break up paragraph". Maddox sounded like he fucking choked before coughing and saying " are you ducking kidding me-" " no sir be quiet , Oliver I'm gonna beat your ass. This is the third dom in A MONTH!" He yelled and Oliver nodded " yep, he doesn't care or pay attention none of them do I'm fucking done I'm so done, with men, with this life style fuck it all." Maddox argued with him as he typed up this text before double checking it and sending it. " OLIVER ARE YOU KIDDING ME " he yelled " I'm fucking so done Maddox". He said driving to work " I am to! I've pair you with three good doms and you dumped them all! " Oliver pulled into work " I'm calling Avery and canceling my membership".

Maddox gasped and he hung up putting his phone on do not disturb. The work day was slow but he felt dread as his shift ended and he headed to His BDSM club Shadow. He left his phone in the car and walked in wanting to get it over will as fast as possible. He walked in and saw Maggie at the band station and she raised as brow. " I'm here to see Avery" the shock on her Face didn't disappear but she gave him a red band and he walked through the doors though a crowd of body's.

He got a couple waves which he returned but made his way up the stairs. Down the hallway he knocked on the door that said " Head Dom" on it and walked in when he heard them call come in. " Oliver I heard you want to cancel your membership?" Avery said looking a mixture of emotions " yes and since you know of my plans I hope the papers are ready." He said not ready to sit until the papers were out " Oliver please take a seat" He shook his head " when we're you informed?" Avery was getting agitated he could tell " At about 9 this morning" Oliver closed his eyes and sighed " and the papers?" The chair squeaked and he was at the door " not ready". Oliver nodded and left walking down the hallway as Avery followed " you know I'd hoped you wouldn't try and stop me because it is not up to you, if it had to do with you I'd tell you. If it had been something you could change I'd tell you " he whipped around " if I'd wanted your advice or input I would've asked you." He walked to the door and pushed them open returning the band to Maggie and leaving.

2 years later

"I can't I can't Avery will be so mad about how I left things- is master Avery I can't call him-" Oliver gripped the wheel of his car and got out, "no no nope I can't leave then come back"he got back in and locked the doors. He shook his head and blinked back tears, his nerves were horrible and he had already had his dinner. Two apple slices and 6 baby carrots which was more than normal, his body wanted more but after the last binge he didn't listen to his body. He called Maddox who didn't answer or course, he never did anymore. He breathing in and felt sick, he let out a pain filled whine of air and shook his head. "Let's try another club instead" he nodded and drove to the other club he'd looked at before coming to shadow. About 30 minutes later he pulled into their parking lot feeling better without the weight on his chest. He got out and found the entrance getting directions by a nice guy handing out bands also. He was told to go in and go directly to the right down the hallway and knock on the clear door. He did and waited the door opening to find a smaller male and a muscular man speaking, he was waved in and the door closed behind him. " Hello, you are?" " Oliver, Oliver grey" he sat down silently and the man spoke " nice to meet you Oliver are you here for a membership?" He nodded not aware of the man's tightened jaw " alright, are you experienced in BDSM?" He nodded " I've been since I was 18 and am coming out of a 2 year break, I don't have a file anymore so
I understand if I need proof of classes." " If you have the papers that's awesome if not then I can set you up with a master for a quick assessment then if you pass you'll be good to go. Now if you'd and have time we can start a file and if you decide your not up for this club you can take the file with you and add on as you go." He looked to the younger man who nodded and asked " can I fill it out myself I shouldn't take long" he got the papers and filled out his hard and soft limits, he leaned towards The Master/Slave dynamic but wasn't a masochist. He was also a little but not to the extreme just when he was frustrated or had a particularly bad day. He filled in the spaces leaving medical history blank, he couldn't lie and said he didn't have an ED but couldn't tell anyone. He'd been hospitalized more than once and out on suicide watch so he would be sure any dom never found out so it didn't matter.