✨ALFAAZ E ISHQ✨✔️

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“There’s just something about you I’m scared to lose because I know I won’t find it in anyone else.”

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Sana's pov:

I don't know what kind of life I am living! What is the reason of this life? Do I deserve this? No!!! I want to live the way I want! But my idiot heart is making me cry for someone who doesn't even care for me! A person who just comes to me to kiss me, for him Maybe it's just a kiss for his satisfaction, but for me, it's something deep.

Everytime he kisees me, I feel that he is kissing my soul.

Sidharth rao, there is no reason to love you! You are someone whom I should hate! But I just can't!! I don't know why we get attracted to everything which is tough to get !

That night when we kissed for the first time and I saw him kissing me with so much passion, I fell in love with him.

Yes, I fell in love with him after knowing that he is my kidnapper, after knowing that he has no feelings for me! Still I didn't stop him. I allowed him to kiss me and steal my heart. He did, he successfully did that!.

After mumma left, I had decided that I will block my heart! Somehow I did. I made myself strong, so strong that my father's dirty works didn't hurt me! The way he used to enjoy with other women, while avoiding me after my mother's death, the way he forgot his every responsibility towards me after my mom left me, I should have hated him but I never did!

Because he didn't deserve anything from me, not a single emotion . I became stone hearted to accept everything life gave me but I never knew that my heart will become this much weak for someone who is a heartless creature!

I was a woman who believed not to waste my tears for someone who don't deserve my tears but now I am crying for a man whom I should hate!!!

Ahh!! I am hating myself! One month passed after the night we kissed for the first time! After the kiss he left my room , without speaking a word and he always does that!

He randomly comes to my room, kisses me with so much passion that I feel I am so precious for him but my misunderstanding gets cleared when he himself pushes me like a trash after kissing me!!!

Now it's enough! I am not his property whom he can use and throw!! I am a human who have a damn heart! The attraction and desire I have for him is helping him to do whatever he wants to do with me but that can't be my life! I am not here to give someone pleasure!!!

I need answers today! What does he want from me. I need to know!!!

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Robin: arey sana kaha jaa rahi ho?

Sana: aap k boss k room mein.

Robin: umm boss is not in a good mood sana! Abhi maat jao!

Sana: I don't care about his mood. I need to talk to him. It's important!!

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Sana entered in his dark room without knocking!!

He was sitting in his sofa . His hand has a cigarette and he was looking tensed!!