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Liz -
it was a normal Sunday I was getting ready to go to work and then I thought well

I should probably make some coffee because I'm not a coffee fan but sometimes you just need some stuff in your trap but you have lot a long day at work ahead of you you know I go in at the day at eight and don't get home till six but I -I do everything that I can because I'm working a pediatric care. I'm very grateful that I don't have to work weekends but it's just very hard like

I want to be happy and and not worry about everything like that goes on at work because I want to come home to my husband and I want to be able to black with him but it's really hard people don't give you that option so it's very tough and away and you start wondering what is going on but JYP  and his selfishness made it incredibly difficult I felt like I was constantly looking over my shoulder and fear because of him,

I felt like can't tell if it was going down the rails and I was trying to hang on not knowing where the crazy train was going with JYP in his delusions it was very frustrating and it made me mad because I didn't know where life was going and I knew our relationship was solid, which was really good but I was scared for my husband like what if he died on me I was very scared that he was gonna die due to stress and Maddie had already mentioned to me that Felix was ANSI and had like anxiety and eating disorder like symptoms

so I was crying like hysterically because Maddie she's lost a lot in her life and I feel like she loses, feel like her whole life will be over or should because like that's her soulmate like that's her person and it's very scary just knowing that he could do something to upset Felix and potentially Kush Maddie okra Jeep in but what about my Chris? What is that like Christopher bang my everything my angel my baby my husband he woke me up this morning because he had a nosebleed.

It wasn't like any nose bleed like we've dealt with before it wasn't like a 30 minute knows play this is a two hour one I was worried that if he didn't stop bleeding, he would have to be taken to the hospital so I'm not going to work today because I seen as I brewed  my coffee

I noticed he was bleeding again and I'm starting to worry because we took a picture last night at dinner and he didn't drink because he said he was in a lot of pain but want to eat something so he wouldn't get sick on his medicine and when I took a picture of us I zoomed in this morning to change my lock screen, and it looks like he's right Sutton had completely fallen indicated and at the very upset them that's very risky, especially for a singer. I just I prayed, I just hope there's not an extraction either.

If you can't breathe last thing we need is an extraction about his vocal cords. I thought I'd begin to feel sick to my stomach. I just wanted him to be OK but I felt like he wasn't going to be OK and I begin to worry if you're going to worry too much it was very emotionally tormenting and I wanted answers.