Doll house 🏠

25.Dilly- Lily

Liz-

... Lavenders blue, dilly, dilly
Lavender's green
When I am king, dilly, dilly
You shall be queen
Who told you so, dilly, dilly
Who told you so?
'Twas mine own heart, dilly, dilly
That told me so
... Call up your men, dilly, dilly
Set them to work
Some to the plough, dilly, dilly
Some to the fork
Some to make hay, dilly, dilly
Some to reap corn
While you and I, dilly, dilly
Keep ourselves warm
... Roses are red, dilly, dilly
Voilets are blue
Because you love me, dilly, dilly
I will love you
Let the birds sing, dilly, dilly
And the lambs play
We shall be safe, dilly, dilly
Out of harm's way

I sing that softly with Chris to make him feel like he was less alone, but I wasn't sure how to feel about it. I felt sick to my stomach. I will always be mad at JYP for this. How could anybody be that low and selfish that you could literally almost work someone to death like Chris and his broke I am very mad at him.

I will have a lot of issues to work out with myself and I will continue to work hard and trying to like validate everybody's feelings, but I am still mad at everybody for not taking his police seriously because now we're facing a bigger complication he had polyps, remove from his sinuses, and It's very scary because they said you did extensive damage of him being sick for so long he could potentially have to get vocal surgery and if that happens to

be very upset and very concerned because this all could've been prevented for and if you asked me at all could've been preventable, so it's really sad and heartbreaking and even kind of scary for me because you want what's best for your boys but you don't know what's best for the boys and to me that's really hard because Chan is my life so it is really tough

.

I just want to march up up to the incorporator's of his office and say look what you did to my boy.

Look what you did of course now he's acting all concerned like Chris was his best idol and best friend and I am so mad of everybody for doing this because you think about it, and then you think of evil you don't think it's the head Director of a huge nationwide company in Korea.

I am mad at them for doing this to him so you keep on asking. about how he is and it's very very hard to move forward to that, so I am very proud of myself and I know that if I keep advocating,

I can prevent something like this from happening to other idols.