Chris -
the sickness of me and the time to my boss ring through my head like angry hornets.
I'm still having nightmares I'm embarrassed to say it, but I'm a grown ass man and I'm still having nightmares. There's a little house on a perfect little hill
Just short of a fairy tale
There's a little child with a million ways to feel
Caught up in a hurricane
Paper thin walls
Angry words from down the hall
Something changed them
I think about him every now and again
Now there's a ghost in the back of this room
And I don't like it
I fall asleep with my covers pulled up
And try to fight it
I gotta say it's hard to be brave
When you're alone in the dark
I told myself that I wouldn't be scared
But I'm still having nightmares
Every little thing got me coming back around
Digging up old memories
Always used to be the one to let it go
Got my fears in a suitcase
I locked them away
In a place they wouldn't find
They still haunt me
I think about it every now and again
Now there's a ghost in the back of this room.
And I don't like it
I fall asleep with my covers pulled up
And try to fight it
I gotta say it's hard to be brave
When you're alone in the dark
I told myself that I wouldn't be scared
But I'm still having nightmares i'm not alone as when I think I am still
I have support from Liz but sometimes you feel like you're alone especially when my boss doesn't let her come with me places at the hardest part for me because I really want her to be happy and to be free and you want her to be you know who she wants to be where she wants to be at very very hard that I can't be with her like I would like to.
That's the hardest part for me because I want to be with her and I want her to feel happy and safe and loved appreciate it it's just really hard so you think about it and then you try not to think about it but it's the day that you want to be brave or a shout out fridge worry that you're a survivor but you don't wanna shower so I've been hiding like a child under my blankets. It brings me comfort here and there but it's really hard to put on a brave face because I don't even know it's gonna happen.
Liz -Chris honey I'm here and I'm not going anywhere.
I don't care how many times you protest because just because of the boys leave you or JYP drops you I'm still gonna Here and the stays would murder him why am I supposed to say how do you beautiful everyone was how many times I cried over you at that concert. Hello the first time
I saw you I didn't let you because of your fame or your money.
I would never got a post like that. I like you because you're very fearless and I've always wanted a strong man to be myself like that will talk about it.
you're my soulmate and I would never let anybody hurt you I promise you that S
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Doll house 🏠
RomanceHey, girl, open the walls, play with your dolls We'll be a perfect family When you walk away is when we really play You don't hear me when I say "Mom, please wake up Dad's with a slut, and your son is smoking cannabis" No one ever listens, this wall...
