Natasha pov
"Is that Loki?" Wanda asks as she notices the man kissing and hugging Y/n. I can't believe what i'm seeing, i really can't. The screen in front of me, the drone that's spying on her. That she still hadn't noticed somehow, or maybe she has and just wants to show us that you lied about everything. Not everything, but a lot. But i don't have the right to say anything about that, stuff in my past is not something i share either. And whatever brought the two of them together, must have been good.
"Yeah, but is that really Y/n?" Tony asks and both Steve and Bucky nod their heads. The god of Mischief and the killer with the devil's eyes, together once again. "Isn't he supposed to be locked up in Asgard?"
"I thought i said not to follow her" Bucky says and i thought that would grab my attention from the screen but it doesn't.
"And i said that we at least should keep an eye on her" Tony says, gesturing to the screen. "And i was right since she apparently has a... close relationship with Reindeer Games" he doesn't even know what to call it. The two people on the screen vanish in a whirl of green smoak, then the screen loses signal.
"I... i should... i need to..." but my words fail me. And before any sign of feelings in my face can be shown i'm halfway out the door and towards my room. I slam the bedroom door behind me and fall down on the floor with my back against it. Tears falling down my cheeks and there's not stopping it. Those walls i'd spent so much time putting up, she broke them down with just one touch. And i had let her. Now there was just nothing... not a wall... not her hand... nothing.
"Nat?" i hear Wanda's voice on the other side of the door. "Please, open the door" i move so that she can open the door and come in. She sits down in front of me and looks me in the eyes. I'm not sure she even knows how to react to this but she takes me into her arms, holding me tight, while i sob into her shoulder. "Shush, everything is going to be okay"
"She promised me" i manage to get out and she takes my face in her hands, brushing some of the tears out of my face.
"Who promised you?"
"Y/n, she promised me that she would spend every day and night for the rest of my life to make it up to me, for leaving me six years ago. For making me believe she was dead"
"I'm sure Natasha, that she meant it. But i know that she loves you... that's why she left, to protect you"
"I don't need protection Wands"
"Everyone needs protection from time to time, a shoulder to lean against in the storm" i don't even know how this is supposed to make me understand. I know why she left, she told me exactly why. She doesn't think she can give me the life i deserve. But i don't mind spending every waking moment on the run... not if i'm with her.
Two weeks later
Y/n pov
Dear James
It's been two weeks now, i hope everything is going okay. And can you please tell Tony to stop following me with drones. I don't like breaking them, but i will continue to do just that. I am still not safe just jet, i just wanted you to leave this other letter to Natasha. I know you saw me with Loki, by now you all know it, but it's not what you think even though it certainly must have looked that way. If you want, you can write a letter back to me and put it in the same place as you've found these. I love you brother and hope everyone is safe
Love, Y/n
I study the letter in front of me, Loki sitting next to me in our small apartment.
"You want me to send it?" he asks after reading it over my shoulder.
"Yes" is all i can say before he takes the letters out of my hand.
"And Natasha's letter?" he reaches out his hand for it but i hesitate. Not sure if i want her to read it. But give in and hand him the second letter.
"How long are you planning to stay here?" i ask him after the letters have gone up in green flames in his hand.
"As long as you'll need me, and i need to speak to my brother so..." he drags me out of my chair so that i'm facing him. "Long"
"Then i think we might need to do some more grocery shopping" i say letting out a laugh, he pulls me into a hug. I know he can feel the laugh hiding the tears. But it is funny as neither of us eat human food.
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