The one they loved

Chapter 19

Mentions of self harm, ptsd, Suicide, death and depression. If your struggling with any of these know your not alone!! And that your gonna be okay. May not seem like it right now but you'll survive this and become stronger just hang on find reasons find excuses why you can't leave yet anything that keeps you going! Your loved and wanted!!!

"Yn you need to stay awake we're putting you on the gurney now" Said an unknown person.
"Yn can you hear us?"It's said again

1 hours before
"Harry I know I'm sorry!" Yn snapped turning to her twin. "No yn you've been going through a lot and you didn't tell me?! I'm your twin!" He snapped back. "Harry some things I have to fight by myself okay?!" Yn yelled walking away to the fireplace. "But you don't have to yn!" Harry pleaded following her. "Yes I do!! This is something no one can help me with!! So stop trying!" Yn yelled as she turned around again to look and see the whole Weasley family and hermione looking at her in shock from her outburst. "Just stop okay!" Yn whispered to her twin. "Fine" Harry said walking away. "I'll see you at the the house later mione okay?" Yn said calmly. "Ofcourse see you in a bit!" Hermione said back wanting the girl disappear in the green fire. "What's going on with her?" Fred whispered to hermione and George. "I don't know she won't tell me anything" hermione said looking at the floor. "I'm really worried about her" George said sadly. "So am I"Ginny replied walking to the group holding a book. "She left her journal. Hermione it's not good I don't think the boys should read this." Ginny said handing hermione the journal. "Why's that?" Fred asked curiously. "She's suicidal again." Ginny whispered her voice cracking. "Give it to me now" the twins snapped in unison as Fred tried to grab the journal. "This isn't something you want to read" Ginny choked out. "Hermione give us the book" George said holding out his hand. "Fine" Hermione said handing over the book.

Dear whoever reads this. That means I'm gone or I left my journal lying around. Please know you couldn't have talked me out of this. It's nothing you did. I've been planning this for a while now. I don't know when I'm gonna do it or how but I know I'm going to. Ever since cho tried to kill me I haven't felt the same. This place isn't for me. I'm a shell of that purple haired bubbly girl you knew. That girl died that day and left me behind. I've tried to get help but I can't. everyone has already done so much I can't ask them to help me anymore. I can't tell them I want to die. That dying is better then living. I love you guys. You've made me happy and feel loved. I look at myself and see the girl who was almost killed. All the scars all the flashbacks all the reminders in the daily prophet all the looks it's too much. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. To Fred and George my favorite twins. I love you two so much it hurts to leave you like this. I know your gonna do great things. I hope you get that joke shop. Molly I'm sorry you had to read this. Thank you for being the mother I never got to have. You've really made my life special. To Ron thank you for being a great friend and a great midnight snack buddy. Please keep an eye on Harry. To Ginny I want you to have all my quidditch gear. It's no use to me anymore. I know your gonna do great things gin and I know you and Harry will end up together so stop stalling!! To hermione. Thank you so much for giving me a place to stay I want you to know how much you've helped me through this but I wasn't strong enough. I know your going to be an amazing witch. And to Harry. Harry I'm so sorry I did this. I love you so much and your such an amazing brother. Stay strong this pain won't last forever. I know your going to defeat voldermort. And I will be watching you as you do cheering you on with mom and dad! Goodbye guys. -Megan potter
"Fuck!" George yelled as he threw the book and started pacing. "Why wouldn't she ask for our help?!" Fred yelled repeat his trains movements. "Boys why are yelling what's going on" Molly asked walking out of the kitchen. "Read it mum" Fred cried handing her the open journal from the floor.
10 minutes later
"Oh dear, you two stay here hermione come with me I'm going to talk to her!" Molly said rushing hermione into the fireplace with her as she grabbed a handful of floo powder.
10 minutes before
"It's now our never Yn" Yn whispered to herself as she stood next to her bed looking through her dressers. "There you are" she whispered pulling out her pocket knife. "Now or never" Yn whispered sitting down pointing the blade to her stomach. "Goodbye world" was the last thing she said before plunged the blade into her stomach.
10 minutes later
"Stay here hermione okay I'll call you if I need you dear" molly said walking up the stairs while hermione stayed downstairs. "Yn? Are you okay?" Molly said calmly looking for the right room. No response. "Dear?" Molly said with a little fear on what was gonna be on the other side of the door. "I'm coming in dear" Molly said slowly opening the door to see the sickly pale girl she's come to Think of as her daughter laying on the floor in a pool of blood with a knife in her stomach. Molly screamed as she rushed to Yn side. "Mrs. Weasley is everything alright?" Hermione said running into the room to see the scene. "Oh my god!" Hermione screamed rushing to her dying best friend. "Mrs. Weasley stay with her imma go get my wand I left it at the burrow I can heal her. " Hermione said rushing down to the fireplace. "Guys where's my wand?!" Hermione yelled running out of the fireplace. "I haven't see- hermione why do you have blood on you?" Harry asked rushing to her. "What?!" Fred yelled turning around. "I need my wand ?!" Hermione screamed falling to the floor. "Hermione where's the blood from?" Harry asked backing up. " I need to save her!
" Hermione screamed while crying. "Fuck no!" Fred and George yelled rushing to the fireplace. "Mum!" Fred yelled crying and running to the room. "Honey don't come in here you don't want to see this" Molly yelled. "Mum why does hermione have blood all over her." George cried. "Honey. I need you to get hermione to call 999 okay?!" Molly said through the door.
5 minutes late
There's a knock on the door
Hermione opens it to see the paramedics "where's the girl miss" upstairs 4th door the the right" Hermione sobbed as the paramedics ran past.
"Miss are you in there" one of the paramedics says. "She's in here"Molly yelled as the paramedics rushed in. "What happened." One of the paramedics asked. "I don't know I think it's a suicide." Molly sobbed. "Go downstairs with the kids" a female paramedic said checking yns vitals. "Mum how is she?" Ginny cried seeing all the blood on her mom. "I don't know honey" Molly said trying to stay strong for the kids. Back upstairs the paramedics rush to try to make sure yns stable. "Miss miss can you hear me?" One of the paramedics said as he shined a light in yn's eyes. "Hmm" Yn hummed. "Miss you need to stay awake" they said again. "Did it work?" Yn asked weakly. "No miss we're gonna do our hardest to save you just stay with me okay?" They replied holding your hand. "It was supposed to work" you weakly cried. "Miss did you do this to yourself?" They asked sorrowfully. "Mhm" Yn hummed closing her eyes. "No you need to stay awake. What's you name?" They ressponded lightly tapping her cheek. "Yn" Yn replied coughing. "Well Yn you need to stay awake for me okay?" The paramedics said as he continued to stabilize the knife. "How are they doing?" Yn asked coughing again feeling really tired. "There hanging in there. The one with the scar on his head seems really upset." He said looking at her as she started shaking slightly. "Harry. He's my twin. How are the two tall redhead that look identical?" Yn asked trying not to fade into the black Abyss calling for her. "Not too good Yn they're crying for you" he responded. "Yn I have to pull out the knife it's against your spine and the longer it's in there the more chance of spinal damage." He said cutting your shirt open the rest of the way. "Will it hurt?" Yn asked fearfully. "Yes sadly I'm sorry" he said yanking it out as you let out a loud ear piercing scream. "What was that" Fred yelled running up the stairs. "Sir you can't go in there right now." "Why is she screaming?!" He yelled trying to get through. "Let him in he might be able to keep her awake" the paramedics that were stabilizing yns spine and neck said. "Yn. Oh my Godric what did you do" he cried rushing to you. "I stabbed myself. I'm sorry" in fits of coughing. "Hey it's okay calm down and look at me love." Fred said grabbing your hand. "I think I'm going to sleep now love" yn said quietly as she closed her eyes. "Hey no stay with me love stay awake. "Silence "yn you need to walk up we're putting you on the gurney now." Silence. "Miss potter can you hear me?" Nothing but silence out of her lips as her eyes remain close while her breathing slowing down.

Hectic I know I'm sorry for such a long chapter. I love you Guys stay safe!! Be careful!! Have a good night!💕
-Megan💚💚