KS9 - Love, Lyrics

Chapter 34

Lyrics's POV

I couldn't understand myself. I feel like I was betrayed by everyone. I am so mad at Sunny, but more than that, I couldn't believe that my family hid this from me too. I treated Sunny like my brother. I always buy an extra for him when I found something beautiful. Everyone around me knows. No one told me that Sunny is just pretending. He is just being patient as my friend because that is his job. Does my family think that I would never have a friend? Maybe I was so contented with Sunny's presence in my life that I never think of gaining more friends. He was enough. That is so wrong of me.

I can't think clearly. I hate this feeling so much. I hate you, Sunny. I hate that I miss you still.

I slept early and woke up early.

"Good morning, sir. Do you want to pass by the cafe first or ..."

"Just fucking drive and shut up," I warned Gio.

You lying bastard! I hate you all.

"Good morning, baby. Don't worry. I will fix it today." Hunter messaged me.

I think I couldn't trust anyone now. 

It is a good thing that Sunny is absent again. I don't want to see him. I know myself when I am mad. 

It was already lunchtime and I just decided to stay in the room. Some students stayed as well as they bring their own lunch.

"Everyone, leave!" I asked. I don't want to see them enjoying their lunch when I am feeling depressed that my so-called friend is just a fake. Rock went to my room to remind me about lunch. Fuck you, Rock. You are my most trusted bodyguard, but you failed me big time.

"Leave!" I warned. 

"I will bring your lunch so you can just eat here. Can you tell me what happened?" Rock looked so worried at me.  

"Please tell the guards here that from now on, Sunny is banned from entering MSU."

"Sunny is just resting, he will return too," Rock told me.

Resting? Why? Was he that tired of me?

"Can you tell me what happened?" Rock asked again. I know now. I know everything now. It makes me feel pathetic. I hate this feeling.

"If I ask you to ban him, you ban him. Who are you to ask me about my decisions? Leave!"

"Lyrics, as a friend, I want to..."

"I don't need your opinion as a friend. You are not my friend. You are being paid to follow me around. So, if I were you, I would shut my mouth. I have no friends. Remember that. Now, leave." I yelled.

fucking liars!

They should have just acted till the end. Why did they let me find it out?

I went home straight. I couldn't even look at my parents. I hate my dad. I hate my mom. I just fucking hate everyone.

"Rock reported that you didn't eat your lunch." My mom said.

I didn't answer. Usually, I'll tell them everything that happened to me in school. I just don't feel like talking now.

I couldn't stop crying. 

I feel like I broke up with Sunny. I deleted all our photos together and threw everything that reminded me of him. This made me sad more that I never once had a hint that he is just pretending. He was so good. I never expected that this will happen.

I couldn't sleep again.

Hunter is calling me, but I am not in the mood. He made it ring more. 

He sent a message this time. "Do you want them dead?"