Min's (pov)
After that incident inside the elevator yesterday ay hindi na kami nag-usap, I didn't want to talk to her either.
We stayed there inside for about two hours and gladly kusa nalang bumukas ang elevator at nasungitan ko pa 'yong nag-aayos do'n kahapon, I admit that was my fault dahil may nakalagay na pala do'n na sign na bawal pa magamit 'yung elevator and still under maintenance.
I think, i was just lost yesterday, kasama ko na naman kasi siya. I shouldn't be so much affected by her presence but can't help myself to act weird at parang wala sa sarili whenever she's near me.
"Are you..inlove?" hindi sure na pagkakasabi ni Aeri, i just stared at her dahil hindi ko maimagine ang sarili kong inlove or whatever that thing called is.
Kanina ko pa siya kasama dito sa bahay ko, i just want to ask her kung ano bang tawag sa nararamdaman kong ito towards my secretary, but i didn't tell her name while telling Aeri those things.
"I can't imagine myself being inlove with someone, Aeri.." I uttered seriously
"but based on your story, it feels like you're already have a feelings sa someone na sinasabi mo--"
"I just said that it wasn't me! That's..i-i'm just curious!" I hissed in frustration and having a hard time to speak, i'm not good at lying. tss.
She looked at me not convinced, she really knows when i'm lying or not.
"Weh? Come on, Minty..you can tell me naman." she said in a teasing way, i rolled my eyes at her
"It wasn't really me, so. Tell me more about that thing." I really need someone's word who had an experience pagdating sa mga bagay na 'yon, kung anong nafifeel nila whenever they were with their love of their life. I really hate this, it's really corny to talk about.
"Well, based on my past relationship..I can say na meron nang feelings 'yong sinasabi mong someone doon sa girl, you said earlier that whenever that someone is near with the girl it's feels like nawawala ka sa sarili and siya lang lagi ang nasa isip mo. Then, that's love." she proudly said at para na siyang love expert sa haba ng explanation niya.
"It isn't." kontra ko kaya mabilis niya akong nilingon.
"how did you know?"
"s-she..I mean, that someone i know told me that she is really sure na hindi niya pa mahal 'yong babae." I sighed at pilit tinatago ang kaba na namumuo sa aking dibdib, gosh! this is torture, baka mamaya masabi kong ako ang tinutukoy kong someone.
"Oh, what if that someone is being denial lang? sabihin mo nga diyan sa someone na wala namang masama umamin." I bit my lip, trying to suppress my nervousness. By thinking of that confession she suggested, i don't think na makakayanan ko 'yong gawin.
"she can have time to think about it though, besides..that someone still not sure about her feelings--"
"Oh my god! That someone is girl and she's liking a girl also! Wow!" I swallowed hard after realizing na mali ang pagkakapoint out ko do'n sa someone, shit! so stupid, Minty.
"y-yeah, parang..hmm gano'n,"
She looked at me again in disbelief,
knowing her alam kong hindi siya naniniwala sa mga sinabi ko.
