New neighbor - Chris Evans

31 - He needs me

*Mia pov*

Boston is definitely chilly now. It's the middle of October all the leaves on the trees are falling and around our house the green field is now orange, brown and red.
I've just got out from the hospital after a night shift with Brian and we're going to get ourselves some breakfast.
"So did you manage to plan to go to Georgia for Halloween?"
"Yeah...talked with the big boss the other day"
"How many days did you get off?"
"Five"
"That's nice!"
"Yeah, both Grace and I can't wait to see him again"
"I bet!"

We arrive at our usual coffee shop and order coffee and a croissant.
We kept on talking about our Halloween plans but the pinging of my phone interrupted our conversation.

Bub🤍

I miss you

Love of my life💙

Aww
I miss you too!

Bub🤍

I can't do it

Love of my life💙

What do you mean?

Bub🤍
I can't
This...
I need to come back home

Love of my life💙

Baby what are you saying?
Are u ok?

Bub🤍
No
I don't know why
but at night I keep having nightmare
after nightmare and panic attacks

Love of my life💙
Oh Chris!
Babe
I'm so sorry
I wish I could hug you so tight now!
Breathe and tell your brain to shush

Bub🤍

I'm trying

Love of my life💙

I know you are my love
I'm proud of you 
and I love you❤️

Bub🤍

You don't even imagine
how much I love you
Thank you ❤️

Love of my life💙

You don't have to thank me
I'm here for you
I'll always be!
For how long has this been going on?

Bub🤍

A week...
I wanted to tell you but
I didn't know how

Love of my life💙

Chris...
You don't have to be afraid
to tell me when things like this happen
You know you can trust me

Bub🤍

I know and I do
I don't know why I haven't told you
I'm sorry
I'll let you go back to
whatever you were doing

Love of my life💙

No
Nope
No apologizing
And I'm here for you now
Breakfast with Brian can wait a bit

Bub🤍

I love you
Thank you for all you do for me and Gracie
I just need to hug you
to feel you
to kiss you
to breath in your scent
I can't wait for Halloween to be here
I hope I can keep up with filming
I just want the anxiety to go away

Love of my life💙

I want all of that too baby!
Do you have Xanax with you?

Bub🤍
I do

Love of my life💙

Ok
Take your dose when you feel
like it's too much
Talk with the director and
tell him you probably are
going to need a couple of
hours more every day to rest
And if he doesn't understand
I'll talk to him,
he'll listen to a doctor

Bub🤍
Fuck baby I love you so much💙

Love of my life💙
Love you too🤍
Now go rest bit more if you can
I'll FT you later bub❤️

Bub🤍
Bye baby ❤️

Well shit!
"Everything ok?"
"No...I think I should head out to Georgia earlier"
"Why?"
"Chris..."
"His anxiety?"
"Yup. After breakfast I'll call Dr. Swani and ask for a longer leave for family problems"
"He'll understand I'm sure"
"Let's hope so...he needs me..."

A/n
What do you think?
Also...are you excited for Christmas?