The fling- Jordan baker

chapter 27

as i watched him leave my house. i started
to think to myself.

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i really wanted it to be u, before everything i use to think u were the most beautiful and perfect soul to walk into my life after getting hurt so badly by people i thought u were different but i thought u were my person u are my biggest heartbreak so far and it was a very hard pill to swallow and i have to accept u dont want it to be me, u never did and probably never will but i still would like to think it was always me when in reality it never was

im in love with you or who i thought you were, u played your part right jordan with all the lies u fed me i had so much false hope about us when there was just nothing there between us it hurts so badly knowing that u meant so much to me and i would do anything for u when i meant nothing to u nothing at all. the way u cheated on me absolutely broke me,

i hate that i dont hate u not a little bit not at all. you knew what you were doing and you knew it would hurt me, but somehow that didn't stop you. i still want to believe that maybe we just found each other at the wrong time, and someday, time will pull us back together again but i know thatll be impossible. i love wishing for the impossible, i know i have to accept the fact that certain things will never go back to how they used to be. i just wish u were better because i deserved better but i just wanted better to be u jordan

jordan, i know we will be together soon i just need time.
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i just took my ass upstairs right to bed. i just slept the rest of the day. i dont feel like myself at all. i just want myself back and my mom back.

layla texted me when i woke up, it was around 8

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laylay💓
twins birthday! my house now😘

rorror💕
omw!
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i truly wasnt in a birthday mood but i could get drunk so i was downn! i got ready in under 30 minutes because i was late already. i put a cute lazy outfit on and started to drive.

as i got to laylas house i overheard livs and jordans conversation about him hooking up with all 3 of the girls that were talking. and the one in red followed him when he walked away. wonder who that is

i just went towards the kitchen and took 3 shots back to back and took juice in a cup and poured alcohol in it. "heyyy livvvyyyy" i see her and layla arguing about spencer.

"wow, his dad left again and youre pised he didnt text you" i walked away cause i was too drunk for this.

i was dancing until mrs baker came and then layla started arguing with her dad and made a scene. "im sorry who asked you to get involved? maybe go fix your own broken family" layla said to mrs baker as she tried to intervene

layla ended up saying harsh words to liv and walked out with her dad rushing out behind her, she started to hug her mom as she was crying and the sight of her crying was enough for me to sober up. "olivia i love you so much baby i do" i said rubbing her back as she was crying.

i stayed over at livs because we needed eachother and jordan wasnt even home. early in the morning i got up to throw up in the bathroom, the consequences from yesterday were kicking in. i heard a door slam closed and i assumed it was jordan, it was so quiet that i could hear billy and laura talk

"do you really have it handled? cause jordan just got a girl pregnant. pregnant." "what?" i heard laura say

i couldn't believed what i just heard. jordan is goingto be a dad and it wouldnt even be my child. i started crying. i couldnt hold it anymore.

i fell go the ground. jordans bedroom door opened quickly to see what the noise was he looked down and saw me. "aurora what happened?" he said as he bent down to hold me in his arms. "congratulations jordan" i said crying, he looked down at me in confusion until he understood. "aurora look—" "no jordan i get it, youre gonna be an amazing dad with youre amazing new girlfriend and amazing life. youre gonna start a family" i said crying uncontrollably "howd you find out?" "i heard your parents, is she the girl i seen?" he didnt even have to say anything based on the look he gave me i knew

i couldnt take it anymore. liv came out the room and i got up so quickly to hug her. she wrapped her arms around asking me what happened. but it wasnt my place to tell her. it was her twins. "i love you but uh i have to go"
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janiya texted me saying she finally got my house after she was out with her friends from over here. "aurora baby what happened?" she asked me as she seen my eyes being blood shot red. "jordan gotta bitch pregnant and she knew about me but she still did what she did but i dont even blame her i blame him but shes also in the wrong and yesterday we talked about it and i dont know whats gonna happen with us when he has a whole family on the way"

"oh my god aurora you do not deserve all of his fuck ass actions i love you and dont let him decide you're future youre going to get your happiness together and love yourself. its the crenshaw vs beverly game and youre gonna get a fine crenshaw man and do you now my love"

"anyways lets talk about your mommadukes she comes in like 2 days?" "ugh i think so, them kids better not be younger then me bruh" "you imagine" janiya says laughing and then she looks at the time and said we needed to go.

later me and janiya were with liv and laura. my eyes were on 1 from beverly and 11 from crenshaw. 11 looked really familiar i just couldnt out my finger on it.

11 pushed spencer on the ground and when he took that helmet off i fell in love. whatever they were literally fighting on the field. then it started arguments on the bleachers. billy started to give speaches. "beverly on me, beverly on 3. 1,2,3!"

"crenshaw just threw an interception!" then spencer slowed down and took a knee. he forfeited beverlys team then crenshaws 11 kneed too.

after the game janiya stayed talking to a crenshaw boy named cam or something, so as i was standing around waiting crenshaws 11 came up to me.

"yo wasgood ma, you don't remember me?" "i do i do, you just never told me your name, im aurora" "darnell, you're really beautiful let me get your number. i seen you cheering for me a couple times" he handed me his phone so i gave him my number and called it so i had it too. "but uh i had to, youre good on the field" "thank you i appreciate it, what u doing tomorrow?" "probably nothing for-real, why?"

"well at 6 u got something going for you so send that address" he told me and i couldnt help but smile. "where we going?" i asked "you finding out tomorrow ma, ima text you later tho i gotta go" i watched him walk away and i smiled to myself