Your Heart Belongs To Me❤

chp 42

Marij POV
I'm in the kitchen making an evening tea for everyone and waiting impatiently for aswat to come back and explain everything to me why he lied to me I'm not planning on giving him forgiveness soon because this broke my heart I trusted him I trusted his every word as we promised to tell each and every thing to each other I was so deep in my thoughts when suddenly I felt presence beside me moving hurriedly I looked up saw saifi "gosh marij where is your mind wondering tea almost spilled all over cookingrange , what happened " he asked and I looked at him as dump person like I don't know what he is talking about he sensed it and said
"are you still upset from last night incident don't stress about it too much "
The concern is lacing in his voice  but the fact is Im still terrified by the thought of getting touch by some another man but I'm more stress about Aswat lie, he think that I'm worried because of that thing when he again caught me zooming out
"hey you OK " he asked
I simply nodded at him letting him know I'm OK he didn't asked more and get himself out of kitchen I started to pour tea for everyone I took the tea to table everyone was concerned about me they think I'm upset because of last night but the truth is aswat meeting his ex lover behind my back and lieing to me about it eating me alive I check the and it read 2:30 pm what they are doing right now my mind wonder back to them  come on marij wait.

"OK I'm going "said saifi coming into living room
"where are you going "I asked
"I'm going to meet with my friend as he came back "
"have fun " I replied
"bye "
"bye "

"marij you don't look good, have some more rest "

"I'm fine mother, don't worry "

" You sure "

"yes"  I show her smile to assure her I'm fine.

The whole day went here and there waiting for aswat he told me he is on leave for me but where is he, did he believe whatever happen last night is completely my fault as that man told him my insecurities are eating they cannot be testified until aswat came .

I don't know how many times I have checked the time and also looking at  door hoping he will came soon and tell whatever happened he was just there to talk about some random stuff nothing like he have to hide from me.

It's 9 pm now and there is no sign of aswat  now I'm getting worry about him where is he, is he alright did something happened to him no no nothing can happens every thing is alright yeah he will be back soon, there is a lot of questions and situations running in my mind and I'm feeling like on edge of crying plz came back what is  taking you so long.

After waiting for another 2 hours more he didn't came back I tired to call him to know where he is every time call connect with voice mail  I don't know when I fall as sleep while sitting on couch.

I jerked up from sleep and look up to clock to check the time now it's 2am I didn't eat the dinner last while sitting here and waiting for aswat I thought that and check my surroundings I'm not on the couch I'm on my bed dose that mean he's back I quickly look around to catch a glimpse of him but suddenly restroom door opened and he walked out with towel hanging on his neck he also looked at me and with in a second he looked away is he avoiding me. what did go wrong I remember in the morning he was saying all sweet words but what now
"why are  you awake, go back to sleep you need more rest "

"I'm not sick ,and where have you been all this time do you know how much I was worried "

"I'm not kid you got so worried about me being lost "
Huh what, what happened here why he is like this is it bad I just asked him about, does he have any single idea about I already know he lied to me but look he is trhoughing his tantrums on me.  He looked at my face with mix of emotions which is showing  sad, anger, dissapointement this time he speak with lower voice
"I'm sorry I..i didn't mean that, you have complete right to be angry on me I'm also sorry to not tell you about my whereabouts "

He realized what he said its OK maybe he is stressed about something I should give one chance to him
"so where have been "

"I told I was going for meeting " again lie

"what kind of a meeting is that took you so long " still hoping he'll till me by himself

"no that meeting got over in just 20 minutes after that I got important call and I have to go office there is an emergency in our campany I have to be there so I went office my whole day went there sorry didn't took the notice of time " as he said that sit beside me on bed I'm angry at him but just one look at him my heart drop.he really seem very depressed his eyes were saying many more things which he is holding what happened I cupped his face made him to look at me "what happened tell me , aswat your eyes are telling me there is something wrong, is everything alright "
He looked at me like how do I know and when I'm able to read his eyes

"fire broke in our factory, many workers are injured and two are dead,we don't know how this happened we still can't find the cause of fire we lost the tons of  millions and real fact that may in some months we can  overcome this millions but what about those who lost their lives what about the one related to them will they ever overcame on this " he put his hands on his face I quickly get on my knees and hugged him to my chest this is so bad  what about father is he alright I was going to ask when he speak again "as this incident happened many of our clients and investor are step back they don't want to cooperate "

"aswat don't worry if you're gonna like this then who is going to be son for his father he needs you most ,this is the right opportunity to fill your guilt come on you can do this everything will be alright, we will get through this time like every other time " I said that while moving my fingers in his hairs.

Oh God help us and may those rest in peace who have died because of this incident I silent   prayed in heart.

"do you want some tea "I asked

"plz my head is hell in pain "

I get down from bed and turn around to walk but he caught my wrist I looked back at him he said with pleading eyes "I'm sorry for earlier I really didn't mean that I was not in my right senses "

At this my face looses all colors he sensed it too got up from bed
"what happened marij, did I have done something wrong again plz tell don't look at me like that "

"forget about it you are already tense "
I tried to free my wrist and walk away if this topic goes on I may broke into tears I'm holding because I think he needs me more

"no nothing is more important tell me " he said pulled me closer cupped my right cheek with his left hand

I looked at him for seconds debating should I say it, is it right time to talk about us he is staring back at me

"you should know this by yourself what have you done "

"why don't  you help me to realize it "

We are still staring at each other my visions are blure because of tears in my eyes threatening to lash out .

"plz I can't see you like this " he said it like whisper .

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