In this one y/n has unresolved trauma from when she was alive that makes her do whatever she is told even if she doesn't want to because she is scared to get beaten.
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It was a Saturday night and you were in your room. Aether walked in and told you that tea/dinner was ready so you got up and went into the dining room. You all ate while people talked about random things and kept a good conversation going. After dinner, you went back into your room. A while later at about 7 pm Sodo walked in. He walked over to your bed after locking the door and sat down next to you. "Hi, Sodo." You said in a cheery voice as usual. "Hi y/n." He replied smiling. He leaned forward and kissed you. You kissed back and he crawled over you.
He bit your lip making you gasp and he added his tongue. You knew where this was headed and didn't want to but you knew it would make Sodo happy so you continued. He moved his hand to your shirt and started unbuttoning it. He leaned back and asked if you wanted it and you nodded your head knowing it would make him happy. He took off your shirt and then your bra and then moved his kisses to your neck. You hated it tonight but smiled when he raised his head.
He removed your trousers and underwear and asked you again if you wanted it before starting. He added two of his fingers and it hurt. And it kept hurting it never felt better. He took off his clothes and then started fucking you. It kept hurting so much that you felt like your insides were being ripped apart. You turned your head into the pillow and started crying slightly as quietly as possible. However, he saw your shoulders shaking and stopped and turned your head to face him and saw tears pouring down your face.
He pulled out and pulled you onto his lap and shushed you while stroking your hair. He leaned over and got the covers and wrapped you in them. "What's wrong, did I hurt you?" He asked in a worried voice. "N-no you didn't hurt me i mean it hurt but it wasn't you, I just didn't want to and-I-knew-it-would-make-you-happy-so-I-did-it-and-it-hurt-and-it-didn't-feel-good." You stuttered out, and started crying heavier. "Oh y/n if you didn't want to you didn't have to I never wanted to make you do it." He said and hugged you tighter. "Let's go clean you up." He said and then picked you up and carried you to the bathroom.
He started a bath and let it fill up while stroking your hair. He put you in the bath and then asked if he could join and you said yes so he got in behind you and started washing both of you. He got you out and helped you change and then out you to bed and went to get changed himself. When he came back he got in bed behind you and you both fell asleep cuddling.
