Ok in this y/n has fibromyalgia which is a pain condition and they are also about to mate Swiss. However she puts it off for as long as possible due to the fast she knows he will feel her pain. Also kinda long
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"Y/n please can I mate you?" Swiss begged. He has been begging for three days straight. You knew inevitably it had to happen, and it wasn't because you were against mating him it's because you didn't want him to be in pain 24/7 like you are. "Not today." You say and he sighs. You k ow it's a ghouls thing and he is dying to mate you right now, you feel the connection as well, the need. "Why not, if you don't want to that's fine, but I thought you did want to. Please tell me why you don't want to." He begs you. "I don't want you to be in pain." You mumble, "What baby?" He asks. "I don't want you to be in pain, okay. It would be the worst thing I could do to you is put you in the same amount of pain I feel everyday and I don't want to do it, it's cruel." You say, angry mainly at yourself. "I don't mind, i can handle it you know." He says and you tear up, "It's not fair though." You say and he sighs.
He picks you up and pulls you into his lap and hugs you and you start crying slightly. "Baby I love you. And if loving you means I have to be in pain for the rest of eternity with you, then I'm fine with that. And remember the pain is only an illusion on me, I'm not physically feeling it, it's just an illusion over my body. So I can still help you and also tune it out slightly over time." He says and you nod. "Also you do know that when we mate we fuck so tomorrow we're going to be in even more pain, in the best way possible I guess." You say and he nods, "Then okay, you can mate me, I love you." You say and he smiles, "I love you too baby." He says and kisses you. You kiss back and then he lays you down on your back and hovers over you.
"You'll be fine." He says sensing you getting nervous, you had already had sex before but the idea of him biting you was nervous, mainly because someone told you it hurt alot. "I know, its just nerves." You say and he smiles and kisses you again. "Sorry if I get a little possessive." He says and then kisses down your neck. He pulls your top over your head and then unclipped your bra and chucks them on the floor. "Your so beautiful." He says and you blush. He kisses you again and unbuttons your pants while doing so. "So perfect." He mumbles against your neck and then reaches down and starts circling your clit. You let out a small moan and then he groans and pushes a finger into you.
You let out a louder moan and then he raises his head and looks at you for a second and kisses you again. "More-" you whine and he lifts his head and smirk. He pulls down your underwear and then you pull his shirt over his head. He lowers his head to your heat and then starts kitten licking your clit. He suddenly pushes his tongue into you adjusted you let out a loud moan and then grabs his horns. A few minutes later he raises his head and then stands up. He quickly takes his trousers and underwear off and then gets back onto the bed and hovers over you, "You ready?" He asks and you nod.
He pushes into you slowly and you tense for a second and then relax as much as you can. Once he is all the way in he raises his head and looks at you, "Move." You say and he immediately starts thrusting. "So good." You moan out and he starts moving faster. He leans down and kisses you swallowing all your moans. "So good, baby." He groans and then you reach up and grab his shoulders. You dig your nails in and then he moves faster. The bed was slamming against the wall repeatedly and anyone near by could definitely hear, but there probably used to it by now. "I'm close Swiss." You moan and he grunts. "Your all mine." He growls and then bites down on your neck and comes, knotting you. You instantly cum and the feeling of him marking you and then he stops thrusting and stays inside you.
"Ow, it kinda hurts." You say after a few minutes. "Itll only be a few more minutes." He says and then as gently as possible shifts you both onto your sides. After almost ten minutes you let out a whimper and get as close to him as possible, "It hurts." You whimper and he strokes your hair, "Just a bit longer, it'll be okay." He says and you wait. After a couple more seconds you feel the knot undo and then he pulls out of you, "See all good." He says and you nod and cuddle up to him. You fall asleep a few seconds later and then he falls asleep too.
When you wake up a few hours later he is already awake. You look up at him and smile and then he smiled back. When you wake up more a few seconds later his smile disappears. "Your in this much pain everyday?" He asks and you nod, "I warned you." You say getting emotional. "I don't give a shit about me, YOUR in this much pain everyday?" He says sounding surprised, "Yep." You say and then get up, "How can you walk?" He asks and you shrug, "I mean if I had a wheelchair life would be so much better but u just deal with it yk, I've been like this since I was 12 I'm used to it." You say and he gets emotional. "Why didn't you ever tell me you needed a wheelchair?" He asks and hugs you. "I'm so used to being in pain, and no one ever got me one when I was younger so I just told myself I didn't need one." You say and smile. He picks you up, bridal style, and then carries you to the bathroom. "We're ordering you a wheelchair, and I'm carrying you everywhere until it arrives." He says and you laugh, "No your not, I can walk, but seriously you'll get me a wheelchair?" You ask already crying.
"Oh baby, of course, you should have told me earlier, we've known each other for almost 6 years." He says and you smile. "Okay." You say and happy cry. He runs a bath and lowers you in and then gets in behind you. "Happy tears, happy tears." You reassure him and he nods ans washes your body while kissing you occasionally. Once you get out and changed he makes a few calls and a few seconds later Papa and Sodo, Rain, Mountain and Aether walk in. "You probably heard but me and y/n are mated now, which ended in her telling me that she has needed a wheelchair since she was twelve and we need to get her one." Swiss says to them. "What, your kidding?" Sodo says in disbelief. "Nope, you should feel the amount of pain she's in." He says, Mountain walks over and grabs your hand. A few seconds later you feel a calming feeling wash over you and your pain lessens. "Wow, that feels amazing." You say and smile.
"Tomorrow at 2." Papa says ending a call, "What?" You ask. "We're going into a place to get your measurements and figure out which will be the best fit, "Oh no, I can't afford it, I'll need an electric one." You say and Papa laughs, "The ministry can, I might steal it out of Sister imperator's bank you should see how much money she has." He says and you smirk. "Thank you guys." You say and jump out of bed and hug them all. "Oh and we heard, you need to push your bed up to the wall." Aether says sounding annoyed. "I'm sorry." You say, "Oh no that was to Swiss not you." He says and then they all walk out.
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Swiss' head drops on his guitar for the seventh time already. It has been a week since you mated and he is feeling the chronic fatigue part of it. "Swiss wake up, stop falling asleep!" Papa shouts angrily. "I'm sorry, its y/n." He says and sits up, "How the fuck has she dealt with this since she was 12?" He says sounding shocked.
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I'm still on a break I just had this idea. Also prepare yourself for the next one, it's sad. Kinda spoilers but it is about Aether 😭
