MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING SH
Y/n has a flashback and gets drunk. She goes to Rain's room and begs him to fuck her. He does and they go for rounds two and three and it starts getting painful but she doesn't stop because she thinks she deserves it
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It was a Tuesday evening at the ministry and you decided to help Cumulus cook dinner for everyone. You were making steak for everyone and you needed to cut it after it was cooked. Cumulus handed you a knife and when you looked at it you had a flashback
Flashback
"YOU DUMB LITTLE BITCH GO UPSTAIRS." He shouted at you. Your lop quivered as you went upstairs, you knew what was coming next. You went into your bedroom and waited for him to come in. You sat on the bed and soon enough he walked in. He pulled out the same shape knife and held it to your neck as he stripped your clothes off. He took his clothes off and made you have sex with him all night even when it hurt.
End of flashback
You came back into reality and noticed you were crying. You looked around and Cumulus was hugging you while trying to comfort you. You pulled away and then smiled and apologised and asked her if she could and you do something else. She agreed and you started Chopping up potatoes to make fries.
You all ate dinner but you kept zoning out and having the flashback repeatedly. You went to your room once you were finished and got your car keys and went to a supermarket. You walked to the alcohol and bought two bottles of vodka and then went home after you bought them. You went to your room and started having gulp fulls. Soon enough you were drunk and wanted to hurt.
You walked out of your room and to Rain's room down the hall. You knocked and walked in once he said you could. You smiled and walked over to him slightly tripping. "Hey, Rain." You said with a smile. "Hi, y/n how are you." He asked also with a smile. "I'm good, wanna have sex?" You said. His eyes widened and he thought for a second and nodded. You climbed over to him and he kissed you and you kissed back.
About five minutes later you were both shirtless after making out and Rain was planting hickeys on your neck. He reached down and took off your trousers. He took off your underwear and then took off the bottom half of his clothing. He went to get some lube out of his drawer but you stopped him and told him not to. He was hesitant but a few minutes later you convinced him and he pushed in. It hurt but felt good and then he started thrusting into you. You moaned against him and he groaned.
Soon enough you were both getting close and you were moaning loudly. He came inside you and you came on him and he pulled out. He lay next to you and you both caught your breaths. Once you had, you turned around and then grinded on his dick. He let out a groan and you felt him getting harder under you. He hovered over you again and then said, "Round two then?" And you nodded. He pushed back in and started pounding into you. You both came again some time later and he kept pounding.
You told him to let you turn around and he let you and he pounded you into your pillow. It was really starting to hurt and it wouldn't surprise you if you were starting to bleed but you didn't say anything. You shoved your head into his pillow after a while and started silently crying. You still didn't ask him to stop.
You both came 2 more times and then he bent down and started scaling your clit. When he tasted blood he put his head up and asked if you were due on and you said no. He flipped you around and saw the tear streaks going down your face. "Oh my Satan, did I hurt you, you should have told me." He said and started panicking. "I deserve it, that's what he said that I deserve it." You said. "Who's he y/n?" Raind asked. "My ex boyfriend." You replied. "Did you see him today or something?" He asked as he sat down and pulled you into a hug. "No but he used to sat that all the time and do that and I had a flashback today and it triggered all the memories." Said and started to become teary again.
He comforted you as you cried and took you into his bathroom and started a bath. He placed you in and got in behind you. He washed you and comforted you as you cried from the pain when you grounded yourself from the flashback finally. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that I should have just gone to the sisters and told them what happened, I'm so selfish I'm sorry." You said between tears.
"Your not selfish you were going through a tough time." He said. Once he finished cleaning you he got you both out and dried and dressed you both. You sat there and dissociated. He got you into his bed and you both fell asleep.
