𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮[COMPLETED]

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𝐑𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞 𝐀𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐃𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐚

i woke up in a hospital bed and i was looking around and saw jasmine cyrus and jakhari all sleep on the couch next to my bed  except for cyrus he was sleep on the dirty ass hospital floor i kinda laughed but then i got mad cuz what these opp ass niggas doin in my hospital room i didnt wanna wake them up so i snatched my iv out my arm standing up i saw my clothes in a bag so i slipped those on and got my phone and tried to escape till i heard the door open and it was prince.

"oh you up...you tryna run?" he said looking tired and relieved to see i was okay.

"yea i am why yall here?" i said annoyed.

"cuz we care elle i wouldnt be here if i really didnt give a shit." he said grabbing my hands.

"bro you the last person who needa tell me that i cant run incase you forgot...YOU LEFT ME I DIDNT LEAVE YOU ALL THE FUCK IM DOIN IS MATCHING YO ENERGY." i said yelling. waking jas, khari, and cyrus up.

"but he right tho elle you cant keep running i know you hurt right now part of that is because of me...i shouldnt have blamed you for a grown man running away...you like my little sister and i know you mad at me and dont wanna hear it from but i love you sissy dont keep running." he said hugging me i hugged him back crying a little bit.

"Can yall give me and Ryry time real quick." prince said i looked at him when he said my nickname.

they all nodded and walked out the hospital room.

"Righelle-You dont needa say nothing i pushed you away prince I guess i was mad cuz of you and asia and the fact you actually left me i was playing with your feelings." i said cutting him off.

"Naw you shouldnt be sorry i lied to you so many times and hurt you and i own up to that shit thats on me and as for asia i broke up with her-not like we was together anyways we was just fucking." he said grabbing my wrist.

"i know ill prolly neva get another chance but i love you and ian never stopped im ready when you are." he said looking into my eyes i pulled my wrist back and lookin down.

"I love you too but ion think we could really ever be together i mean prince like you broke my trust and like you said you lied to me and i would be lying if i said i dont want you cuz i do but i dont need you right now...im sorry." i said looking up at him now and started crying.

"wait ryry please-no i want you but i dont need you i love you prince but we cant be together." i said cutting him off.

"Righelle-we can be friends but i dont need this right now...my birthday is next week and ion know if you know but i live in miami yall can come down but for now i gotta go see a friend and see if she okay." i said walking towards the door and walking out to see jasmine crying.

"you leaving?" she said hugging me.

"yea...but yall comin down next week right?" i said she nodded and stopped hugging me wiping her face.

i hugged cyrus and khari.

"love yall sons." i said pulling away from the hug but then i felt cyrus grab my wrist.

"Elle-Naw like i told khari its okay you was speaking from anger." i said smiling.

i went to the front desk and looked at the lady before speaking.

"hey i just wanted to know if kehlani lively-sorry i forgot her last name but i wanted to know if she was okay." i asked her.

"no ma'am im sorry to bet the one to tell you this but she didnt survive..." she said sadly.

i nodded tryna keep from crying going to the hospital doors.

"Ma'am!" i heard the desk lady yell.

i turned my head around and walked towards the desk.

"is your name Righelle devora?" she asked i nodded my head confusingly.

"kehlani...the women you were talking bout she didnt have any family so she told me to give these to you..." she said handing me pretty bracelets.

"thank you...the one with the silver heart is so pretty but the one with the gold is a little small." i said crying a little bit.

"she said they bring love." she said

i nodded and walked away wiping my tears damn ima big ass crybaby i thought to myself 

i walked the rest of the way home cuz i just needed time to myself i thought about prince mabye one day but when i said i didnt trust him i didnt trust myself at all i always put myself in bad positions. i walk around mad all the time cuz i have a lot of past issues i dont deal with and thats my fault but at the moment i didnt even feel mad at all i feel sad but im at peace im not happy with the decisions i made but i cant say that my life is bad.

When i was younger i was even more mad...my mom died and i didnt even go to  her funeral because i was mad i used to lie and say it was because of her and her drug addict boyfriend but i was mad cuz she left me and my dad and i was really close but then he got married and had his family and kicked me out at 14 and moved to cali i stayed with my aunt till she died i was just mad cuz i was tired of being left. But Kehlani died but i feel like she taught me so much shit than anybody on this earth.

Thank you Kehlani.

A/N

adios kehlani.