Broken but Beautiful

Chapter 24. Rainbows after Thunders

Broken But Beautiful.

Chapter 24. Rainbows after Thunders

"Gulfie. Baby its the third time you fell sick". Mew was worried for Gulf. It wasnt much to say but still he had to be bed ridden. Mew made sure to take care of him but sometimes even he was helpless. Like yesterday.

It was Nattasha's first death anniversary. Mew asked Gulf to stay at home but he was constantly crying and kept on saying that his heart is in pain. Mew couldnt deny the fact. He wasnt the father of the girls, still if he could not come up in terms with the fact that he would still cry for her, Gulf was the mother of her.

He took him to cemetery, where our angel was resting.

"Nattasha Kanawut Joongcheeveevat". Gulf murmured her name tracing with his fingers. He made merit in the temple near by. He went to the orphanage to hive them food and gifts. The girls were with them along Bright and Win. They were turning two. But so far Gulf had not decided about any celebration.

They came back home by noon and by evening Gulf was burning with fever. Mew didnt think twice but rush him to the hospital where doctor Krist and Doctor Singto admitted him in the emergency room to get his temperature down. Since they could not give him antibiotics, they had to rely on fever gel patches and lowering the room temperature.

It took them almost an hour to get him normal and shift into VVIP room.

"Mew. This is not good". Mew was sitting head low when doctor Singto approached him in the waiting room. Doctor Krist was running some ultrasounds and tests so he was sitting there.

"I am sorry doctor. I tried very hard but it was the first death anniversary of our girl, so he couldnt stay at home". Mew told. Doctor Singto nodded in understanding. He patted his shoulders as sympathy.

"He is fine. And the babeis are good too". Doctor Krist came out with the USG prints. Mew sighed in relief. He was hell worried about Gulf more than anyone.

"Can i go visit him"? He asked and Doctor Krist smiled.

"Yes you can. Let him sleep as long as he can. You can leave by morning. I hope its okay"? He asked. Mew thought for a while before dialing at home. As expected girls were crying for them.

"Win, Bright, take them to cafe. Ask the chef to give them their cookies and muffins okay. They must be missing Gulf and tired after crying. Feed them and let them play, they will fall asleep soon okay. Gulf is fine we will be home in the morning". Mew explained and hung up the call after listening to what Win was telling. He knew the girls would be happy for their favorite muffins and cookies.

He went inside the room and for once he shivered with cold. Although the temperature was set back to normal, still the room was cold. Gulf was felling better now, he was sleeping peacefully.

"Baby. I cant live without you". He sat by the bed holding his hand attached with needles. "I dont know if someone hears me out what they will think about me, may be crazy, but for me you are the most important person in my life Gulf. Nothing matter more than this. I know people always think about their hire, their children, but i cant imagine my life without you.

You have already completed me Gulf. You accepted me with all my flaws, me being barren, you gave me everything. The trust, the love i was craving for. I know why you had decided not to inform me before you started it, you knew i would have forbade you. And it isnt wrong at all. I wont deny it. Because baby i know i understand you, your intentions are pure, but think about me too. If anything happens to you, how would i survive?

When we met, you put all my scattered personality back. You filled the cracks with your care and love. I dont have anyone but you baby. Please stay strong, if not for me, then for the twins inside you baby. They need you the most. Please Gulf". He was whispering love words on his hand to his lips. His eyes were shedding tears, a clear indication of how scared he was to lose Gulf.