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17.

Mikey: Ryan?

Mikey: i knew i shouldn't have said anything

Mikey: im sorry if I scared you off

Mikey: have a good rest of your night

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Mikey: good morning ryan

Me: good morning

Mikey: how are you doing?

Me: im good

Mikey: Im sorry if you felt weird after what I said yesterday

Me: it's not that michael

Mikey: than what is it?

Me: I don't want to fall in love with you but rarely meet or see you. I haven't even met you in person, Michael!

Mikey: I know.... But I can't help my feelings Ryan!

Me: i know you can't but I don't want to feel something for you when I can't see you often.

Mikey: in 40 days I'll be able to hang out with you and I have other shows in California too so we can hang out then

Me: that's like 5 days mikey

Mikey: it's better than nothing

Mikey: you know im on tour and you know my job is a little crazy and traveling comes with the job and if you can't accept that then I'll try to help my feelings but you know I can't

Mikey: I don't want to fall when you can't accept the fact that we might not be with each other for two more months

Me: I just don't want to have a relationship over the damn phone

Mikey: and you won't! When the tour is over in about two months, we will hang out bc I'm gonna go back to LA and be with you.

Me: can i just have a breather for a little

Mikey: a breather from what?!!!?

Me: i just got out from a damn abusive relationship and it's hard for me to trust anyone right now. Give me fucking time Michael!

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God damnit!

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