wrong number || mgc

19.

Me: are you awake? idk what time it is there.

Mikey: it's 8pm here

Me: oh

Me: you don't have a show today?

Mikey: plz cut the shit

Me: was trying to avoid the topic

Mikey: we're gonna have to talk about it one day or another

Me: i wish i could just talk to you in person, It'd make this all so much easier

Mikey: 38 days.

Me: but i want to figure it out now.

Mikey: then let's figure it out.!

Me: do you like me?

Mikey: THATS NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT RYAN

Mikey: you know I like you. It's you that is making this difficult

Me: it's not ALL my fault

Mikey: I've told you my feelings, I've given you everything I feel for you and you didnt even acknowledge it

Me: well maybe because my last relationship i got beaten to death for not doing what he demanded and i can't say no or yes anymore bc idk what anyone's gonna do to me.

Mikey: im across the fucking country, Ryan, what can I do to hurt you?

Me: leave me and stop talking to me

Mikey: when that day happens, I'll get a driver or a plane ticket for you to come and kick me in the balls. I like you Ryan, what isnt clicking?

Me: i just have this thing where im scared of people who i care a lot about to stop talking to me or forgetting about me. I don't want that, Michael, you mean a lot to me.

Mikey: I like you a hell of a lot, please don't forget that out of all things. And I care about you too much to stop talking or thinking about you.

Me: im about to cry holy fuck

Mikey: im sorry i kept pushing you to give me answers but im glad we figured it out.

Me: me too and it's fine bc I would've just kept pushing it away if it was you even tho my feelings are true

Mikey: i wish this was in person but I can't wait over a month

Me: what??

Mikey: Ryan, will you go out with me?

Me: oh my god, yes!

~*~

I'm back from camping!!!

I wrote this way before what happened to michael btw

Thanks for reading ily guys