to the moon and to saturn♡ (Taylor and Daughter)

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TW EATING DISORDERS

hey guys!

HAPPY AUGUST Y'ALL !! i can smell the salt air and i do have rust on my door😌☝

i hope you are all doing well :)))

i just wanted to adress some recent requests i have been getting recently.

i usually am very open to write whatever you want, and i try to never miss a request. i have a list and every time i get a new request, i add it on as soon as i can. and i honestly love writing your ideas because some of y'all give the best requests ever istg and all of you lot are so kind, its crazy. like, ive been in a few different fandoms, but the swifties are definitely some of the nicest.

i've gotten a crazy amount of requests to write a chapter about eating disorders, and as much as i want to fulfill your requests, i dont feel comfortable writing about that specific topic.

ive been going through some shit recently, and i don't think i could ever feel great writing about what i have not yet recovered from. im not too sure if that made sense tbh

i do struggle with my body image quite alot, and sometimes that resorts to me feeling like i have to take routes i don't necessarily want to take. and im just not sure that writing about an eating disorder in the form of a fan-fiction is really going to help me mentally right now.

and i do hope that one day i will be able to write about this shit without a massive lump in my throat, and give help to other people who are struggling, and guide them to their path of recovery. but its just not possible for me right now. the whole topic is just really triggering and pressing on me.

and i think i have mentioned it once or twice in other chapters briefly, and im fine with doing that. i just can't go into too much detail about it with those haunting thoughts coming to bite me in the ass, yk?

i do feel really bad and i am really sorry about it, but i hope you can see where im coming from with this

if you still have requests, obviously not about ed's, please still feel free to comment them or dm me. as i said earlier, i do really enjoy writing what y'all request 👍

anyway, i hope you all have / had a good day today :))

i will be posting more i swear

im currently writing a part two of another chapter so that's pretty cool😱😱😱

love you all lots and lots

OH and lemme post some taylor pics to cheer y'all up if you're sad

ok byeee