𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓. 𝘔𝘢𝘯𝘫𝘪𝘳𝘰 𝘚𝘢𝘯𝘰 ✔️

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙎𝙞𝙭𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙣 : 𝘋𝘦𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘵

i want you so much, but i think it's time to forgive myself first.

2 years later ...

"gotcha! "

finally, i've already defeated her. sweats rolls down on my cheek as i immediately wiped it with a satisfied grin on my face.

"you're improving now, y/n." a faint clap was heard inside the gojo gym when senju praised me. she's my trainor after all of this hardwork i've ever done. a smirk formed into my lips, wiping the sweats on my forehead.

two man then appeared inside, making my eyes landed on them.

"i'm impressed, y/n." a deep voice came down through my ears. wakasa-kun, who was none other my number one but not obssesive fan, gave me the best ever compliment calmly.

"you even know how to do that roundhouse kick! " benkei appaluded too, which gave me more confidence.

"thank you, " i smiled at them with my eyes closed. finally, someone had given me the strength i've deserved. after all those years of training, shedding blood, sweat, and tears for this training was't even easy enough.

i was trained to be a good fighter, and that's what they thought me to be strong enough ... even if i'm a girl.

i decided to keep it in, because i wanted to show them my ability.

the y/n that they've met back then wasn't the one they used to know with. being weak isn't a good thing. i was being naive. things weren't though if you had just passed everything like nothing happened. it made me in pain. i've already questioned myself back then. why do i keep losing onto something? why do i have to carry another burden in this world?

why does he leave me?

i met my family. i was already satisified yet ...

there's still somethinf wrong.

everyday, i woke up crying. my mind dreamed of him. his face appeared on my mind everything i fall into a dreamland that once turned into a nightmare. he had those void looking eyes, his hair was white and there was something on him that i couldn't imagine. he kept mumbling 'y/n, i'm sorry'. it shattered my heart hearing those things from him.