CHAPTER 4

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Selia Jones, upon discovering that she possessed an unprecedented number of seven soulmates, found herself engulfed in a profound personal crisis. The realization of this extraordinary circumstance triggered a maelstrom of emotions within her, consisting primarily of anxiety and insecurity. However, it was her overwhelming anger that consumed her most intensely, directed towards the universe itself for bestowing upon her such an unconventional fate while simultaneously robbing her of her beloved parents. The loss of her parents, compounded by the unexpected revelation of her soulmate predicament, served to further exacerbate her emotional turmoil.

The longing for her parents became an all-encompassing yearning within Selia's heart. In her eyes, the presence of her parents outweighed any romantic connections she could potentially share with her soulmates. She fervently wished that her parents were still alive, even if it meant sacrificing the extraordinary circumstance of having seven soulmates. The concept of soulmates, which was once romanticized and sought after by many, had become a source of discontent for Selia. She questioned the fairness of the universe, pondering why she had been chosen to bear such an immense burden.

Meanwhile, Selia's aunt, fully aware of her niece's unique predicament, celebrated the discovery of her seven soulmates with great pride and enthusiasm. Her aunt's joy and excitement were in stark contrast to Selia's own ambivalent emotions. While her aunt viewed this phenomenon as an exceptional opportunity for Selia, the young woman herself remained disenchanted and struggled to find genuine happiness amidst the chaos of her emotions.

A day had passed since the revelation, and Selia found solace in the confines of her room, overcome by a torrent of tears. As her emotional distress intensified, her hands trembled uncontrollably, reflecting the depth of her anguish. The weight of the situation, coupled with the uncertainty of what the future held for her, took a toll on Selia's mental and physical well-being, leaving her emotionally vulnerable and utterly distraught.

In this moment of despair, Selia grappled with the multifaceted implications of her newfound reality. The convergence of her personal grief, the overwhelming presence of her soulmates, and the profound loss of her parents had left her in a state of emotional turmoil. The journey towards acceptance and finding a sense of equilibrium in this extraordinary circumstance would undoubtedly prove to be an arduous and transformative one for Selia Jones.

Selia Jones was taken aback as an unexpected sensation of taste invaded her mouth. The intensity of the flavor shocked her, especially considering she hadn't consumed anything spicy. A surge of panic coursed through her, prompting Selia to swiftly rise from her seat and instinctively reach for her white cane. With a determined gait, she hastened towards the direction she remembered as the kitchen.

Navigating her familiar surroundings with practiced skill, Selia maneuvered her way through the kitchen, relying on her tactile senses to guide her. She extended her hands, cautiously exploring her environment until her fingers brushed against the cool handle of the refrigerator. Without hesitation, she hastily opened the door, eager to find a solution to the mysterious spicy taste that had invaded her palate.

Meanwhile, Selia's aunt, alerted by the commotion, hurriedly made her way into the kitchen. The urgency in Selia's movements did not go unnoticed, and her aunt's keen observation quickly revealed the cause of her distress. Reacting swiftly, she intervened just as Selia's hands closed around a carton of milk.

"Wait, Selia! That milk is expired," her aunt exclaimed, seizing the container from Selia's grasp before any harm could be done.

Overwhelmed by her sensory ordeal, Selia's distress escalated, and she began to vocalize her anguish. "It's so spicy!" she cried out, her words punctuated by rapid breaths. Responding empathetically to her niece's distress, her aunt swiftly procured a fresh carton of milk and handed it to Selia, who wasted no time in uncapping it and indulging in long, desperate gulps.

As Selia regained some semblance of composure, her aunt's joyous expression revealed a sudden realization. "Selia, we don't have anything spicy that you dislike. Oh my goodness, you've experienced your first soulmate sensation!" she exclaimed, elation evident in her voice. "It must have occurred when we were outside this morning."

The revelation of Selia's newfound ability to perceive sensations related to her soulmate stirred a mix of emotions within her and her aunt. The unanticipated occurrence held immense significance, marking an extraordinary connection between Selia and her yet-to-be-identified soulmate.

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4 hours ago

"Come, Selia, let us take a stroll. You have been confined within these walls for several weeks now, and it would do you good to breathe some fresh air," exclaimed Selia's aunt in an encouraging tone.

Selia let out a sigh of resignation, acknowledging the truth in her aunt's words. Reluctantly, she rose from her seat, reaching out to find her trusted white cane—an instrument that provided her with both stability and independence. While she did not particularly relish the idea of venturing outside, Selia recognized the necessity of breaking free from the confines of her familiar surroundings. She reached for her aunt's arm, intertwining her own with it, and prepared herself for the journey ahead.

As they embarked on their walk, Selia couldn't help but feel a sense of unease. Being a blind foreigner in South Korea, she knew that her presence would likely attract attention, inviting curious gazes from passersby. The thought of being scrutinized by strangers stirred a mixture of anxiety and self-consciousness within her. While she understood that their curiosity was natural, it didn't alleviate the discomfort she felt in her own skin.

Guided by her aunt, Selia traversed the bustling streets of Seoul. Amongst the cacophony of sounds, she occasionally caught snippets of unfamiliar words, such as "안녕하세요" which her aunt explained to her as a formal way of saying hello, though not as formal as "안녕하십니까." Selia found solace in acquiring snippets of the local language, recognizing the importance of linguistic familiarity in her potential long-term stay in Korea.

Lost in her thoughts, Selia's contemplation was abruptly interrupted by an unexpected collision. Startled, she inadvertently dropped her white cane, leaving her momentarily disoriented and vulnerable. However, before panic could fully set in, voices emerged from the chaos.

"Hyung, watch where you're going! You didn't have to knock her over," chided one voice.

"I sincerely apologize, miss," another voice interjected, extending Selia's cane back to her. "I didn't mean to bump into you." A gentle hand made contact with Selia's arm, offering reassurance.

"It's all right. Thank you, and have a pleasant day, boys," Selia's aunt interjected, swiftly leading Selia away from the scene. Overwhelmed by the encounter, Selia found herself yearning for the comfort of home.

"Of course," her aunt responded kindly, understanding Selia's distress. She guided Selia back toward the familiar path that would lead them home, providing a sense of security amidst the uncertainty that had unfolded during their outing.

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