Forbidden (bada lee x oc) AU

10

I began laughing at the doctor's words which the doctor only stared seriously at me. I gave a big smile "you know how funny the world is right now. How i used to wish i could die. Now look at me" i joked making dr Levy push her glasses up "its still stage two cancer. If you get treated right away it can go away. Possible it could go away but possible it could keep coming back. You will have heart burns, back pains, we can also remove the tumor to- "

Cutting her off and smiled "how long do i have?" I asked which i heard her sigh "with treatment possible 2 to 3 years. For no treatment it could be a year. And chances of survival would be 10 percent if you won't get treatment. If you do you can have 25." She says as i give a dreamingly sigh "a year of living... thats gonna be fun" i said a bit happy about that

Dr Levy gives out prescriptions for me just in case and told me the signs and symptoms of my sickness also what would possible happen if I don't get any treatment.  "Please take it everyday. After eating. No more over emotions like excitement, anger, saddness, de-" i stop her again "its not the first time i heard that. My father also had cancer. Lung cancer, he survived around 5 years anyways and did chemo and all. I know all those false hope and the sadness so yea." I explained to my doctor

I see her sigh and ask if she wanted to tell my mom or so "ill do my every once in two weeks check up." I said as i see her given up at this point. Going out now i see a text from bada if she wanted to pick me up, i called her now and waited for bada to answer

Bada: hey babe!
Me: hey! Wanna go to the beach?
Bada: wow a sudden date? Now?
Me: yea... if possible now...
Bada: ok give me ten minutes before i go there just wait!

I heard an hang up and stare at my phone in sadness. Thinking i have limited time now i should probably confess my love to bada while i still look good. The feeling of being fine and all made me want to throw up. 'Just need to suck in my feeling' going outside the hospital i pulled my cigarette out and stared at it for a bit

'Maybe i should stop smoking' thinking of that before heard a beep from the car, turn to look over seeing bada. She rest her arm in the car window down and flick her shades down also that adds the coolness of her action. "Get in!" She called

I did get in and sat on the passenger seat. "Hows the check up?" Bada asked and i hummed "doctor says that this creams should lessen my burn scars. And she also given me sleeping meds" i said since first i did get check in the dermatologist. "It will take a while since i have low blood sugar." Showing another medicine to her.

The cancer ones are in my bag so I wouldn't show it to her. "Oh great! I never taught you have the guts to finally go check on a doctor" she joked making me smile even more "yea me too."

Bada first go on a drive through in mcdonalds for our early dinner. As it seemed like a few minutes turn into a few hours we finally arrived in the beach, glad i took bada here so we can talk.

Removing my shoes and walks through the shore's up to my ankle height. "I agree to be your girlfriend" i finally said to her and see her excited even more making me grin "only if  everyweek we go on a date. Like any date will be fine by me" i said to her making her confused by this but ends up agreeing with it anyways.

I am so glad she agreed and finally having a kiss again this time full of love and happiness. I can't break that one for her she deserves more than this, so when i let go i cling to her arm smiling. We walk through the shores and hear her say what kind of dates we can have.

I grab my bag and take my notebook and pen to write it down. Making a list of 50 planned dates but its still on going so we can add more, she takes me to the side beach restaurant so we can eat seafood.