A/N: Hello, I'm back for now I wanted to give you something but I also haven't finished this yet and I originally planned to, this one is shorter than the rest but something is better than nothing anyway I think I'm going to delete this whole thing 😁
Adam: last night as nice dawg I missed you hope you're doing well, lets do it again sometime then you can go see ally again :)
I read this and I sigh this is Forsure not how I imagined things going
shut up, but yeah well link again soon
I replied and shut my phone off next I head to my gym and set up some music on the speaker after i'm done with that I remember that i'm supposed to go out on a date today with Billie my mood slightly improves as I go to shower. what are we gonna do today. I think to myself im slightly hungover but not enough for it to be a problem or cancel plans. I exit my shower and get dressed.
good morning shorty
I message her and wait for a reply, as I walk downstairs I see my cat sometimes I forget shes around, she follows me into my office and jumps up onto my desk
hello kitty how are you
I pet my cat as I turn on the computer and go about my regular routine being broke as a kid sometimes gives me scarcity mindset and I feel like I have to make money everyday or i'm going to go broke when realistically i'm doing much better than everyone around me and am probably very close to retiring.
I look at a few different charts and things look mostly clear although I have a feeling these are going to be some swing trades meaning ill have to hold them for a day or two and wait to get some money but its more than okay I try to tell myself at least
I suddenly hear my phone vibrate and I turn it over to see what it was to my surprise it was herHi y/n I missed you
Lets meet up later?
Of course
Cool, I want to go to this art museum exhibit that they just opened it won't be here for too long, care to join me?
Wow, that's really interesting yeah I'm down
What time?6pm
Okay perfect I'll see you soon?
Yes I'll be on my way a little earlier than 4 so we can get there on time
Do you think about me?
Woah, I wonder what she means by this of course I think about her I think it might be too soon to tell but I might actually be in love again, and I didn't really think that was ever going to be possible after what she did but right now I don't really care It'll be worth it all over again I'm sure.
Only all the time
I want you
I read this message and turn my phone over in a panic I calm myself down and flip it back over to reply
I'm not sure what's an appropriate way to respond so I guess I'll just be very vague and see what happensHopefully soon we'll be where we both want to be
She hearted the message but didn't reply I don't know if I upset her maybe I need to start being more direct, maybe we should just do it already? Even though I told her I wanted it to be done right she doesn't seem to want to wait and it is her choice after all so tonight I think I'm going to give her what she wants
I feel wrong doing it but I'm going to double text herBring a bag for tonight I want you to stay with me
Okay y/n
pick a colorWhat do I need to pick a color for? I wonder to myself I secretly know there's no point in asking since she's just going to keep it a secret anyway
Let's do white
Perfect, I have to go but I'll message you soon
No problem do what you need to do I'll be on my way around 4
And with that I close my phone and sigh out loud, I'm so Nervous I'm fucking everything up and I don't want to lose her, this is the first time I've felt this way since her I just pray it all goes right
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2am (Billie eilish bxg)
Fanfictiony/n meets Billie Eilish after a walk one late night, his life is turned upside down and quickly falls in love with her, perhaps this is not a bad thing? This will have sexual elements and explicit content so 18+ only.