Nightmare

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by aylakanwal19

by aylakanwal19

*Beautiful garden, decorated with beautiful flowers , greenery all around, cool and clear wind is blowing , leaves of trees are making sound when they collide with each other due to wind and here a boy is sleeping on ground , so peaceful , he open his eyes and look quite amazed *

*' Where I am ? What is this place ' he asked looking around him and trying to figure out what is this place, and he stood up *

*As he stood up the atmosphere around him started to change , the followers vanished and suddenly everything becomes so silent he can just hear his own breathe and where there was a day time now it was darkest night he had ever remember.Suddenly he started hearing voices of people which were getting louder every second . He looked around and saw many people standing far away from him in dark looking at him *
*' Wierd ' one of them said *
*' Problematic' *
' Useless'
*' Crybaby ' *
' Gay '
*' You don't deserve to be a part of bts ' *
*' Alien ' *
*' Pathetic ' *

*' No don't say this , I am not that ' he tried to cover his ears with both of his hands but couldn't stop those voices ' please stop_p ' *

' Yeah , look how weird he is , who wear a vape!'
*' You think he is gay ' *

*' No I am not ' he tried but couldn't move from his place and tears started to come out of his eyes *

' such a shame '
' you are bringing down bts '
*' just leave or I will kill you ' *

' No _o please _ee n _o no _o don't say that ' he said out loud and abruptly sat on the bed , whole sweaty

He looked around himself to found him in his own room ,on his own bed ,in complete mess

****Taehyung pov**** :

Again a horrible dream , ( sigh ) lts been a while that I managed to sleep after a tiring day but then again this dream .How much i try to ignore these feelings ,they just come again in different shapes . I think I should take shower maybe i will be able to sleep but it is too cold now what if i fell ill we have rehearsals tomorrow our schedule is so tight these days but I know I wouldn't be able to sleep now what should I do now

after thinking for ten minutes or debating with myself if i should or not i decided to go outside so that i can get fresh air yeah I know about the coinciquences if i get caught and it might not be good idea to go out alone in midnight without information anyone and without taking any body guard with me . And I know it will be my worst day if any of hyungs find out that i sneak out from the dorm in this time but right now what I need is to get fresh air so I picked my phone and long coat and left the room

It is more dark in leaving area then it was in upstairs . And I need to be more careful about my everything step if any of members wake up and shhs what i am even thinking , think positive they won't know i will just go and come

I assure myself for tenth time and after that I moved toward the front door so carefully without making any kind of noise and voice . Finally, I reached the door and opened it . Well I need to say this that I am good in these kinds of stuff, I mean like sneaking, but it is first time I sneak out of our dorm .

When i managed to get out of dorm i quietly leave the building , covering myself completely so no one can recognize me , yeah It's too late to be out but Seoul is always a living city so i need to be careful . It's been a while that I am walking,, but I can say I am feeling way too better than i was feeling in dorm .

Sometimes a ' MY TIME ' is everything you need in your life to heal .