Sneaking out

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by aylakanwal19

by aylakanwal19

****Taehyung POV**** :

It's been a while I am walking on footpath, and now I am feeling cold as it is chilly night , I really didn't think while coming if it would be this nice, but I actually didn't regret my decision I am really feeling good , being idol isn't easy, and specially you are an idol of world's most famous band , people might think that being popular and famous is a blessing yeah in many other ways it is a great blessing but there come many other things with this game and right now I am going through a phase of life where I myself am so much confused and frustrated. Thinking about myself ,how I was in past I can say it I am much reserved person now.

While walking, I didn't even realize that I reached near a park , well It looks quiet I don't think it would be dangerous to go in ,there are not many people just some couple who are busy in their lovely world. So I just went in the park and sat on a bench near fountain ,there were few dim lights around the fountain and the view is gorgeous for eyes . Its really calm here I just feel like all my worries vanish.

It's been half an hour I am sitting here, so I decided to just go somewhere else as I don't want to waste this opportunity. I walked out of the park and was on my way to lake nearby when I saw an old lady struggling to carry her goods ,well I really shouldn't stay here longer as it is a crowded place, but I couldn't stop myself from helping her because no one was paying her much attention. I mean like now people show less humanity. So I just went toward her and asked her if she needs any help

Tae:' Ab can I help you ajuma ? ' I asked her politely ,looking at her age she was about 65, and I wonder why she was doing such hard work at this time
Grandma:' Ah dear ,it is ok I can carry them ' She said giving me a genuine smile, but I couldn't let her here alone where no one was going to help her
Tae:' No it's completely ok, and you are like my grandma I can't let you struggle ' I said and carry all those bags , they are really heavy, and I feel sad that she had to carry these heavy bags all alone if wouldn't come

Grandma:' Thank you son ,but my house is quite far from here you sure you can carry them there ' She asked me while leading me to the way and I just smile at her remark surely they were heavy, but I can carry them, so I assure her
Tae:' No it's completely ok , I can carry them '

So after ten minutes walk we reached her house and I placed the bags inside her house on a couch and by looking at home it gives old vibes ,furniture is old and style too . And when I was about to leave she hold my hand and stop me
Grandma:' Son you can't leave like that come on you can have a coffee with me as a thanks ' She was really nice and I couldn't say no when she again insisted on staying

Grandma:' So what's your name dear ?' She asked me while handling me a cup of coffee
Tae:' oh it's Tae ' I said and hesitated while removing my mask but I did remove it and to my surprise she did recognize me
Grandma:' I saw you many times on tv you look so good in really life too ' she said patting my head and it gives me a good feeling like my grandma

'The way she patted my head reminded me of my grandma , the way she used to pat my head every time I show her something new. And that makes me actually emotional.

Tae:' Thank you ajuma its really nice that you know me ' I said feeling sad remembering my grandma, but I know she sensed that I was sad '

Grandma: You don't need to worry I won't tell about it to anyone ' she said assuring me and I gave her smile. Well to be honest coffee was tasty I usually don't like it because of its bitterness but this taste really good. Like I really like it.

Tae:' It was really good ' I thanked her giving her cup back

Grandma:' So can I ask you something ' She asked me sitting in front of me

Tae:' Sure ' I said thinking what she wanted to ask

Grandma:' No need to worry just want to say that If you don't mind visiting me often ' She said being sad

Tae:'Yah sure it will be my pleasure ' I said and then there was silence I really wanted to ask her many things but I also knew it is bad idea

So she started the conversation , she told me about herself that her husband died in military and her one and only son died in a car accident with her pregnant wife and she was left alone in this cruel world , she runs a bakery ,not so big but that is enough for her livings and she is happy in her life surely many things happen but that's part of her life . And that thing has deep meanings LIFE IS NAME OF UPS AND DOWN you can't give up on it .

We really have a good talk and I enjoyed her company and trust me I felt so light , I forget the worries of my own life . Her life is more miserable than mine and she is too brave to not give up .

Tae:' Ok I think I should go now ' I said and she gave me a hug and that was the thing I needed the most in these times . I didn't know when tears started coming out of my eyes but she did notice and while them with her hand

Grandma:' Why are you crying son is everything ok' she asked me and sorry was visible on her face

Tae:' I _I just remembered my grandma she_e was just like you so sweet I really miss her a lot ' I said crying and she again hug me

Grandma:' Its ok You call me ajuma right? So you are my grandson too feel free to visit whenever you remember your grandma I am always here to listen you ' She said giving a peck on my forehead and after fire minutes I left her house

It was really good moment I spent with her . She was so likely my grandma . I know many armies and people found me fool when I cry remembering my grandma , there are many controversies about my grandma's death and it really hurts me that they didn't try to understand my pain and just mock me .

My grandma was my everything I spent thirteen years of my life with her . I loved her a lot . She wanted to see me on television but unfortunately I was too late to fulfill her desire and she left me before seeing me on television . I was late . I even couldn't meet her for last time .Idol's life is not easy you have to sacrifice so much ,so many things . But the saddest part is that people even won't appreciate your sacrifices . I just wish I can make her happy .

I don't know what time is it ,its like hours I am out and now I am near our dorm building ,I really don't want to go there ,sometimes its just suffocated to follow the same routine but I don't have other options ,I can't disappoint my armies and my hyungs , I can never think about it even .

Looking at my phone it was showing 3: 57 . Damn it its already morning and I should go in before someone noticed that I am not there

I carefully opened the main door and went in quietly but my foot tripped with table and a decoration piece which was place don't it fell down and broke . It was glass piece and I couldn't left it like that what if any of member came and get injured so i started picking it up and clean all the pieces carefully but I got myself hurt while picking the broken glass pieces and my paw started bleeding it was really deep .I pulled out the glass piece out of my hand and left to my room ,its good that no one wake up from this noise or I was going to get in a big mess like I don't have any excuse to tell that what was I doing here .

I entered my room and close the door . My hand was bleeding pretty badly .