It's not all black and white

Boy

I look in the mirror and don't recognize myself.
The person looking back at me has a very feminine body,
but the sad eyes is all me.
I long for a flat chest,
big shoulders,
and a deeper voice.
I will never be a cis male and I don't wish to be,
I was born with an hourglass figure, and feminine body.
The body men worships,
the body that caused me so much pain and discomfort,
I wish to change.
I will still be me,
more me than I have ever been.
And I will finally recognize myself,
a happy trans boy looking back.
I will finally have peace.