Guilty | Woosan 18+

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W o o y o u n g.
I carefully turned around in the stranger's arms. His scent made me feel dizzy. I couldn't focus on one single thing. I wasn't ready yet to see his visuals that I assumed he had. His hand still rested on my hip but not in a sexual way, rather to stop me from moving whilst he grabbed the glass for me

The kitchen was dark, only the traffic light enlightened the room. I asked myself whether I was even able to see the man's facial expressions.

My eyes traveled up for the first time. My heart pounded like crazy and my jaw clenched. I thought I knew was excitement and nervousness felt like but in that moment I realized that I've never experienced actual strong nervousness before

My eyes met the stranger's for the first time. His dark hazelnut eyes met mine. My breath hitch when I saw his visuals. Slim nose, siren eyes, beautiful lips and sharp jawline. His eyes sparkled when he looked at mine

My mouth stood slightly open not able to say something. I bit my underlip in order to not make any noises. I could tell that my cheeks already had a red flush on them by simply looking at the handsome man in front of me

My legs started to feel like pudding. My vision was dizzy and my inside seemed to get warmer and warmer the more I stared t his visuals.

The arousal I felt was almost unbearable. My skin was red and warmed up everywhere, I couldn't even feel my fingertips anymore. A little ticklish feeling inside my entire body left me thinking that this was actually the first time I felt aroused because of someone

"I am sorry, I didn't mean to scare you" the taller said. I looked at his eyes, concentrating on their beautiful diamond like sparkle. His voice was low and raspy yet he talked more softly than earlier on his phone.

He carefully handed me the glass whereupon I tried to find some words that wouldn't sound too awkward. It felt like I didn't have a voice anymore. The handsome man in front of me made it impossible to speak

"N-No it's fine. Thank you for helping me" I answered and showed him a warm smile for the first time. I didn't want him to think that I was rude and thus I thanked him. The other bit his underlip, which distracted me for a second before he opened his pretty mouth

"Sure-" he paused for a second and suddenly smiled. My heart skipped a beat when I saw his deep pretty dimples that looked magnificent on him. It made his cold and mature appearance look more soft. He looked cute for a second, which didn't fit to the cruel description that Felix had given

I was stunned by his appearance. I usually always found words to describe a moment. And I was also usually able to talk to anyone. But this time it was different. The man in front of me made me feel a certain warmth that I couldn't explain.

A warmth that made me question what emotion I actually felt in that moment. Why did I act so weird? Why couldn't I just simply speak and introduce myself to the man in front of me? Were his visuals the reason I felt so unsure? So nervous?

Our bodies were still close to each other. More close than they should've been. I couldn't take my eyes off the man in front of me. His sharp features and glowing skin made me feel dizzy and mesmerized. I bit mit underlip trying to find some words.

A sudden noise made the two of us jump up. Anxiety entered my body within milliseconds. No one else than Felix entered the kitchen out of nowhere making his cousin take a big step back in order to fix the scene between the two of us.

I gulped heavily. My boyfriend just walked in on us standing close to each other and weirdly smiling at the other. What would he think of the scene in front of him?

"What are you doing here?" Felix said groggily. Gladly he was still half asleep one could say. He wasn't really himself stepping into the kitchen rubbing his left eye with his fist like a little child.

San looked at me as if he was searching for an answer in my eyes. I avoided his gaze and pointed on the glass that was in my hand. "I was thirsty" I mumbled and showed Felix an innocent expression

Suddenly I heard San chuckle. He was amused and I didn't know why he was so happy about the fact that Felix walked in the moment our bodies were so close to each other. The scene must've looked intime.

"You don't even say hi to me anymore?" San joked and looked at his cousin that was now focused on the fridge that he simply opened in order to hand me one bottle of water. I nervously grabbed the bottle and didn't say a word since San had made the moment so much worse

They really didn't like each other. The fact that Felix completely ignored his cousin and the fact that San immediately commented something ironic made the moment so uncomfortable that I couldn't even put into words how bad it felt to be between the two of them

"Apparently not" Felix said sarcastically whilst I poured in some water in order to look focused on something else. Of course it wasn't nice to be in the same room as two cousins that didn't like each other.

San, who had changed a lot within these seconds, shook his head and crossed his arms in front of his chest. I couldn't really tell if he was actually angry or just played a little scene yet he actually didn't look happy

"And by the way-" Felix turned around in order to face San. Felix's big doe eyes met San's sharp siren eyes for a moment. I could feel the heat between the two of them. I immediately guessed that their anger lasted for longer now.

"Don't you dare to get close to my boyfriend again" Felix said in a very mad and solemn tone that made me feel uncomfortable since I've never heard him talking in such way. I didn't even know that Felix could get mad too. I just haven't seen him like that before

His sharp comment didn't impress San one bit. His gaze was cold, now even colder than before. He appeared cold but now he appeared emotionless, cold-hearted and strong. It was a mixture of many strong character traits that made me wonder what he went through in his past.

I didn't want to analyze San. I wasn't in the position to judge his whole persona yet I could basically feel that something inside him made him that way. He was a product of his own environment

"You sure you want to talk to me like that?" San said in a tone that was frightening. The man in front of us was able to sound so cold and strong that one was actually frightened. Only his gaze could make one feel useless but hearing his cold tone was even worse

"Let's go to bed, Woo." Felix only said now ignoring San again who now leaned against the counter as if nothing would ever impress him. Without thinking, I only nodded and took my glass of water with me in order to leave the kitchen with Felix.

My insides were burning. I wanted to take a little look back so badly. I wanted to see if San was looking at me. I wanted to know if he also felt the way I felt.

But somehow I felt his gaze in my back. Somehow I knew he was looking at me. And because of that, I didn't need to look back.