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W o o y o u n g.
I woke up with a dry mouth. My bones hurt, almost burned in pain. A stitch in my head immediately reminded me of the things I've done last night. A few memories and pictures got back into my head. We danced. That was the last thing I knew.

I took a deep breath and opened my eyes. Surprisingly, I did not wake up in an unfamiliar bed, no. I was in the bedroom that I shared with Felix, technically my home there. I bit my lip trying to figure out how I got back.

San had left after our- argument. My heart clenched when I thought about the aching pain I felt in my heart when I told him that we needed to stop doing what we were doing. I sort of broke this relationship and stopped the connection that we had

I didn't feel better doing it. Inside, I didn't feel satisfied at all. I still felt like a cheater, a liar and a bad person, for sort of falling in love with San. Falling in love is crazy.

I shook my head trying to get a clear mind again. My eyes traveled around. The bed was messy, undone. It almost looked like someone just had laid right next to me. Maybe Felix managed to get us back here last night.

I got up, bones feeling as heavy as bricks, and managed to somehow walk to the bathroom next door on order to get ready. I avoided looking at my own reflection and jumped right into the shower only imagining how tired I must've looked.

Images from last night made me sigh in anger. I technically ended things with San, whatever that would mean but why wasn't I satisfied with my decision?

Maybe because San had me in his hand and could easily reveal what little secrets we've been hiding from anyone or maybe because the thought of San now avoiding me or even ignoring me was unbearable.

I grabbed the shampoo I brought with me as well as my vanilla body wash. I attempted to shave my entire body out of frustration and made sure to not even miss a single spot.

The vanilla fragrance lingered in the entire room making me feel like home when I closed my eyes. Will San ignore me? Will he throw himself into work again like he did so often? I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

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