Guilty | Woosan 18+

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W o o y o u n g.
A few hours had passed since the incident in the kitchen. Felix had tidied everything up with an angry face obviously still annoyed at San for interrupting us, and me on the other hand had to handle his attitude towards me, still thinking about the moment San protected me.

It made me feel special, and I hated myself for feeling special, when San simply told Felix to watch his mouth. Was San's reaction normal? Was it normal to step between a couple when they fought for a moment?

I took a deep breath and looked at my own reflection. Felix went to bed, still not apologizing for his harsh tone on me earlier, and I stood in the bathroom, checking my reflection, seeing if I looked presentable

San still worked in his home office just as I expected him to do. I was cruel for thinking that I could simply step into his room again, talk to him, maybe even share some sinful saxes and step out of his room without ruining anything for myself

I was so self-disruptive. So self-disruptive for still taking to San, sharing some naughty gazes and hoping for the best to come out of this for me. Flirting with my boyfriend's cousin was simply stupid, just stupid.

But with Felix, I just simply didn't feel the heat in my body, the burn in my chest, the soreness in my throat. It wasn't the same feeling I had with San. San made me feel a heat I've never felt before. Maybe it was desire, maybe lust, I didn't know.

I patted on some red lip tint on the center of my lips trying to make the look more juicy, which looked very pleasant. A little spray of perfume, YSL Libré, also didn't hurt no one.

With a guilty feeling inside my chest I left the bathroom taking a deep breath. Should I actually go inside? Should I really step into this room again? Wasn't it obvious what I tried to do?

I stopped right in front of the office. San's voice made me feel dizzy. It seemed like he was on the phone again, talking to someone who seemed to not do what he wanted since he kind of yelled at the person

I took a deep breath. It wasn't a good idea to step into the office when San wasn't in a good mood, especially because he talked to an employee on the phone. It just wasn't the right moment to see him.

Biting my underlip, I accepted my faith and walked downstairs still thinking about what I could do to not walk into Felix's and my bedroom. It wasn't nice to say but I simply didn't want to be in his presence that moment

He shocked me today. He really shocked me today by being so harsh and mean to me, simply because San had interrupted us. It was a side of Felix I didn't know and I didn't like.

The house was quiet. Everyone was already asleep besides San, who was still arguing on the phone with someone, and me who now played with the thought of grabbing a damn bottle of Soju from the refrigerator and drowning it myself simply because I hated how today ended