Guilty | Woosan 18+

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W o o y o u n g.
I could hear my pulse right in my ear. Anxiety and panic rushed trough my veins when I saw how many people suddenly looked at the scene right in front of them.

My mouth went dry when I saw San's eyes for the first time when he turned around and looked at me, slightly regretful. He realized that he lost control over himself and his strength that the other obviously couldn't fight against

I took a sharp breath and one big step away right before San would let go of the stranger that looked pale and full of fear. "Oh god-" I heard the stranger whispering before he immediately ran away, obviously fleeing from the cruel man that just wanted to kill him

The other people started to walk back to their friends and spots when San shared a dark gaze around in order to frighten some of the people around us. He surely didn't want to make a big scene, but he did.

I took another step back and looked at San. His eyes were dark, hus jaw was still clenched and his hands were still fists. He wore a very simple outfit, just some jeans and a tight black shirt but he wore it with so much class that it made him look even more incredible

"W-What are you doing here?" I whispered, still frightened. My body felt cold and my mouth was still dry thanks to the shock I just experienced. How did he know that I was here? How did he know at which club we would party?

San walked over to me, slowly but with powerful steps. I took a deep breath when he was right in front of me. We were close to each other now despite the fact that my boyfriend and his friends could run into us at any time. Where did my fear go?

"Waiting for you" he said in a solemn tone. Waiting for me? What did he mean by saying he was waiting for me? He must've followed us in order to know where we went or he knew it simply because he always knew where Felix went with his friends

"Waiting for me? San, what are you really doing here? How did you know we went to this club?" I asked him, visibly nervous in front of him. His presence was so strong that people left the front of the club or left a lot of space between them and this scene

San's appearance was strong, mature and absolutely serious. He was someone one didn't want to make angry or upset. Maybe some people even knew him because of title and job. I wondered how many of these people had a clue about who he was

The taller grabbed my wrist and dragged me into the small venue that was barely enlightened. It was a scary small street that one wouldn't feel comfortable alone. The only source of light was a half broken street light that looked yellow

No one was able to see us. San dragged me against the brick wall but he didn't even let me touch it because his soft hand was already placed behind my back. It were gestures like these that made me feel impressed and safe at the same time
They stood in contrast to his strong cruel appearance

"I can't, I simply can't let you go out with these-" he bit his lip harshly in order to not swear. "Fucking assholes" mission failed. I shook my head, simply because I couldn't believe that San thought of his former friends like this. What did they do to you, San?

"Felix doesn't know his limits. He won't get you home safe d I know for a fact that he will crash at Minho's place, whom I also don't fucking trust. You would've been here all by yourself and things would've happened. I can't sleep nor relax when I know that you're not safe, Wooyoung." San suddenly explained.

My eyes widened. His words sounded real, believable and understanding. I was sure that he told the truth. I believed him simply because the fact that Felix rushed to the dance floor with his friends without telling me already, left me speechless

San was right. Felix surely didn't know his limits when it came to alcohol and maybe, just maybe he really wouldn't have looked after me the entire night.

It bothered me that Felix didn't care too much about me tonight. Even if some people didn't like to admit it or thought it was a bad thing to say about themselves but- I was an attention seeker. I needed attention and I wanted to feel like I was a part of them.

I wanted Felix to dance around me and tell me that I was pretty. That I looked beautiful in my outfit that I choose so thoughtfully. I wanted his friends to be impressed because I danced very well and I wanted them to like me immediately, telling Felix what a nice boyfriend he got.

But clearly, I wouldn't get what I wanted, what I needed. And maybe that was also one of the reasons, San made me feel better, once again, by showing me how caring he was.

The words San said felt like honey to me. It made me smile inside. It made me feel happy. Maybe even the happiest in a long time. Hearing that he cared about my safety was like a compliment to me.

"Does he always crash at Minho's?" I mumbled a bit ashamed of the fact that my very own boyfriend wouldn't even look after me. San nodded and sighted. His face got closer and closer but he didn't look like he wanted to kiss me, no, it rather felt like he wanted to examine my features in order to make sure nothing had happened to me.

"He does. When they party it's always the same. I know these boys too well" he explained. I looked up to him. He was calm now, very calm. And I liked how caring he sounded. I bit my underlip. "What am I supposed to say to Felix when he asks me where I was?" I asked him

San looked down and up again as if he was trying to find a lie that would help me out a little. I didn't want to lie but it was too late to say that I didn't want this now. "You could say that you took an Uber home because you weren't feeling well" San suggested

The yellow light of the broken lantern enlightened his face. One again I examined his features just to never ever forget them. He had a high nose bridge, sharp jawline, sharp cheekbones and godlike lips. His eyes looked intimidating but I knew that they turned into to diamonds once he smiled.
I wished that he'd smile more often.

I wanted to see and feel his passion. I wanted to hear what he'd do if I wouldn't listen to him. I wanted to know. I really needed to know.

"San, I don't know, if I should really.." I took a deep breath in. "Leave with you" my eyes followed every little move he made. San looked at me as if someone just punched him in the stomach. It almost hurt me seeing him like this. I didn't know nor expected him to show me how he felt about my thought

"I am not asking you to leave with me" he shook his head and got closer. My breath hitched. I pressed my back against the brick wall and looked up to the taller trying to figure out why his eyes had darkened so much within this very short second.

"I demand it."

A/N:
Heavy smut in coming in a few days you guys
Ughhh I love it