Guilty | Woosan 18+

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W o o y o u n g.
After breaking down in the bathroom, I simply decided to just lay down next to Felix and pretend like nothing happened. It wasn't the best way to cope with the situation yet I couldn't help myself but think of San's looks, body and scent

The man was unforgettable. I couldn't help myself. Every scenario in my head was only about him. Every little detail my eyes captured reminded me of him. He confused me kn every single way possible. It was simply the effect he had on people.

"I wanted to apologize, Wooyoung." I heard a voice behind me. My heart almost jumped when I heard these words. In my mind I imagined San walking towards me, getting closer and closer. His eyes would be glued on me as he'd walk towards me, like they always were.

I turned around, my eyes met Felix's, which didn't surprise me at first but it caught me quite off guard. I took a deep breath and tried to act as normal and casual as possible in front of him. Despite the fact that I kissed his cousin yesterday, I smiled at him as if everything was fine

"It's fine please don't apologize" I said and showed him the most loving and innocent smile I could possibly pull off whilst I whisked the pancake butter in front of me.

Felix had told his parents that I was a great cook and now I stood in the kitchen making breakfast for everyone because Felix's sister claimed she would die for some American pancakes

Cooking was my hobby. I liked it so much that I was able to forget everything whilst I was cooking. But now that Felix stepped into the kitchen, I knew exactly that I couldn't focus on my cooking anymore but was stuck with a wave of guilt rushing through my entire body

"You sure?" he asked me nicely and suddenly wrapped and arm around my waist, which caught me off guard because I flinched pretty heavily when his hand met my waist.

There was no electricity, no ticklish feeling, no heat. My body was fine. I was fine. And that was my personal sign that what I had with San was a once in a god damn lifetime.

Felix kissed my cheek and smiled at me, happy about the fact that I forgave him for his behavior yesterday. Of course I forgave him. I did, simply because I had no right to be mad after what I did myself. Something Felix would find out one day but not for now.

"You're the best" he whispered with a grin on his face and dunked his finger into the batter just to get a little taste of it. I giggled and slapped him jokingly. Felix only smiled and sat down on the barstool right in front of the cooking island.

I already placed blueberries, bananas and strawberries on the table as well as Sirup and butter. I also made some omelette that was already placed on the table right next to some bacon stripes. For some reason, I really wanted to impress Felix's family.

The kitchen already smelled of vanilla and freshly baked pie. I heated the pan and immediately poured some of my batter into the pan in order to create my first pancake. "Looks so good" Felix only commented before another person entered the kitchen, which turned out to be Felix's mother