In the first place.

Part 30: Second chance

"Yow every minute da white boy dea a call yuh, yow Millani dont fuck up enuh. "

"Malik we are not in a relationship him just a make sure mi ok, wea yah gawn so fah?"

"The fuck yah tell mi, coming like yuh wah mi hurt yuh, B mi a beg yuh fix things."

"There is nothing to fix."

"Hear wah make mi know wea yuh do cause yuh done a plan fi go back a yuh yard so yuh want this or yah plan fi go back to yuh white boy?"

"Malik I dont know that you're asking me."

"Yuh have sense figure it out." I said walking outa the house cause mi need fi clear mi head.

5 hours before.

After the meet and greet we were now on our way to Portmore.

Nervousness a kill mi cause the last time mi touch foot inna da house dea mi nearly kill mi self.

Mi nervousssssssssss

The entire car ride Justin kept calling and I could tell such man vex cause him silent and him only a pay attention to the road.

Boy wea mi ago honestly do because I really like Justin but after the sex how mi ago escape Malik cause him no afi use words fi make mi know say we cant lef.

But now mi confused yuh see when yuh love man. Just when mi finally get the chance fi move on.

Driving up to the security gate he greeted the security and drove in, yuh know like when plane a take off a soo bad feeling take mi over.

Pulling up to the front of the house him come outa the car not even turning it off. Maybe a because the baby them a sleep.

"Mi can take out Malik no bada make so much trip."

Shame woulda kill mi the boy no answer.

Silent treatment it is.

As I was done tucking the twins in, I heard my phone ringing. Oh boy Justin.

"Hey Justin!"

Justin and I talked for a while,more like an hour and such man not even say nothing.

"Yow a sleep mi wah sleep enuh so go chat to yuh man outa door."

Rass mi talk too early.

Saying good night to Justin I ended the call.

"No make mi make yuh stop talk to yuh man mi killa"

"Malik yah do the most now ano mi man!"

"Lower yuh voice inna mi place man, yuh take man fi fool?"

"Milani mi look like fool, yuh dea pan phone wid man over a hour and man a say them cant wait fi see yuh?"

"Mi look like bomboclaat fool?"

"Malik mind yuh wake up the baby them."

"Kmt a betta yuh come outa mi bed, no yuh know what."

"Yow every minute da white boy dea a call yuh, yow Millani dont fuck up enuh. "

"Malik we are not in a relationship him just a make sure mi ok, wea yah gawn so fah?"

"The fuck yah tell mi, coming like yuh wah mi hurt yuh, B mi a beg yuh fix things."

"Mi a the only man fi a make yuh feel secure."

"Feel yah go play wid man feelings?"

"There is nothing to fix."

"Hear wah make mi know wea yuh do cause yuh done a pan fi go back a yuh yard so yuh want this or yah plan fi go back to yuh white boy?"

"Malik I dont know what you're asking me."

"Yuh have sense figure it out." I said walking outa the house cause mi need fi clear mi head.

Walking behind him a cant lef him a plan fi lef the house.

"Look we are not together we just when on one date thats all."

"Just go a yuh bed Mel cause yah piss mi off."

Walking up to him I rested my head on his back as him light him splif.

"I am telling the truth Malik. If you dont want me talking to him I can do that."

"Milani mi nah tell yuh wea fi do wid yuh life, when yuh run wea lef mi yuh never ask mi if yh could lef."

"Indian yah do too much now man, yuh did expect mi fi really stay. While mi did wrong fi mash up yuh place mi action them did justify."

"Milani just do yuh thing."

"Kmt yuh lucky enuh Indian two more days and mi gone a mi yard."

"Mi no tell yuh stop call mi so?"

Now mi know him vex cause wah make him push mi inna the wall so.

"You cant stop put yuh hands pan mi?"

"Just move man."

"Hey, trouble no set like rain enuh look how mi dea yah a say mi ago put mi feelings a side and try make this work fi the kids but a guess mi did wrong."

"Mel come we go laydown mi head a hurt mi right now and yah make it work."

"And sorry fi put mi hand pan yuh."

Then this boy yah a lose reasoning.

"Mel yuh know mi love yuh so mi no know wea Yah gawn so fah. How yuh think mi ago feel if man a call down yuh phone?"

Not saying a word, I walked into the room, cause right now is a losing battle mi ago fight.