𝐑𝐏𝐖 // 𝒉.𝒓𝒂𝒏

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𝗥𝗢𝗟𝗘𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗬 𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗟𝗗


you're on knees

begging “please stay with me”

but, honestly I just need to be a little crazy

all my life I've been good

but now?

I'm thinking “WHAT THE HELL!”

all I want is to mess around

and I don't really care about


if you love me


if you hate me



you can't save me,baby,baby.

all my life I've been good


but,now what the hell!


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✧⁠*⁠。╰┈➤ scrolling through my phone my lips curve up into a wide smile as I see his name,Ran. Yeah he's my fbf moots and okay let's call it for now that through my boring life I entered another world called roleplay world or rpw where you roll some characters.

I chose to roleplay Izana Kurokawa,and he,Ran Haitani.

Yeah,Tokyo Revengers fandom.

I've known Ran just a month ago and he's not that famous of reacts, I guess. But he's popular tho because of his art,and I really loved his art style, little didn't know if he's a boy or a girl? Who knows

He's a college student and legal age while me? Nah I'm still a teenager a grade 10 student.

I talked to one of my internet friends,Rin. That I liked him but he's in relationships based on his profile picture since I'm a little shit who's sucky of stalking haha.

He even greeted me on my birthday and sometimes said good morning whenever I'm all around his news feed that I'm such an attention seeker,but I didn't want him to find out that I had a crush on him.

Whenever I saw his name pop out of my news feed or notifications I smiled uncontrollably and blushed intently and I didn't know what to do.

A simple interaction made me fall for him more even though this is a wrong world, a wrong place,a wrong time but for me he's an inspiration.

I've never been in a serious relationship let's say I had been but just only once it was just a bet for 1 week and nothing;in rpw tho.

In real life? No. Never. I'm maybe a clingy person but never been in relationships that for me.. pain in the neck,nah.

I found out that he's a Avril Lavigne fan too, whose..me? Yeah me too since childhood up until now. He's obsessed with the fictional character,Izana Kurokawa same goes on me he's my first addiction and my favorite anime character. I was so happy that we had a lil' same vibe.

I never thought of confession to him knowing he's in relationships.So I kept it a secret admiring him from afar.











He's 20













I'm 16














He's college















I'm in high school















He's a legal age













I'm still a minor















Falling in love in this fake world you lose. Yeah everything is fake here.




Fake world



Fake age

Fake gender







Fake...













Yeah..











Everything is fake.










But the feelings..










The bond you made










Friendships










Is definitely something real in this fake world.








But maybe in real life...









If I could given a chance..











I would like to meet him












Someday.

















Or maybe..



















In another universe
























In another dimension


























We can be together.




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WAHH!! GOSH,PARDON THE PLOT MAYBE NOT MADE SENSE BUT THIS IS BASED ON MY EXPERIENCE WELL THIS IS TOTALLY JUST A FEW MONTHS AGO AND NOW.. WE'RE STILL  FACEBOOK FRIENDS IN RPW YEAH..the lyrics from Avril's song,
: what the hell.

Silly author.

Oyaa btw tomorrow's our Christmas party I hope I got the Izana merch I put on my wishlist hihi. Have a nice day y'all!! Love yah.



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