joshua bassett. one of the biggest superstars in the world, suddenly leaves la, decides to takes a break from singing, from the fans and the crowd and moves to a small town. which there in the small coffee shop right down the street, he meets olivia...
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im a girl who loves school, i love meeting people there, i love the teachers, the community, the routine, i like learning and i love when subjects create a debate in class. i like the challenges and i love to be a part of something. i missed school, not going for a week has gave me a little bit of fomo, missing out in shit thats go down, or good jokes in the cafeteria, or gossiping about the basketball team. but all that aside, i know that right now im the main subject, just right when all the josh situation died down this had to show up. i love drama, we all do, its in our nature, all of us loves the action, even if its subtle. but i never like it when it involves me, also, like everyone, i guess its my turn now. u cant always be a watcher huh. sof and juj says that stuff has died down, but i know the second i place my foot near the school gate everything is gonna go wild.
"guys i cant come tomorrow i seriously wont be able to handle it" i ranted as i talked w sof and juj on the phone, trying to pick my outfit for school. its been 7 days, ive been getting better, being finally able to face my feelings, let my emotions out, as much as i can. josh, my mom and the girls have been so helpful, and theyre there for me, and its all that i need. ive decided on trying therapy, first session tomorrow right after school, saying that im stressed out is an understatement, and by my comments section i understand that everyone knows, literally everyone. i can already imagine all the questions and pathetic looks from everyone, some looks will try to radiate comfort, some will try to show sympathy, and the others that wont even look. did i say i love school? i was tripping.
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"liv, wake up" my mom said as she opened the curtains, "i know u dont want to hear it, but it will be good for u to go to school, to get out of the back on track, getting your life back" she said as she sat next to me on my bed, "its hard, i know" she played with my hair, "but its also a part of healing, a big one" she added. "if u see him at school, or if he gets close to u, call me right away, i dont want u anywhere near him" she ordered and i nodded agreeing, remembering that i might see him at school.
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"guys im about to pass out" i said as i entered the car. "liv its gonna be ok, u will even have fun, its not that bad out there i promise" juj said trying to make me more comfortable, "i know u are so lying, but i appreciate your effort" i replied chuckling, "i missed u" sof said smiling at me and i sent her a smile back. "lets go, im ready" i said as we hit the road.
"ok, first rule, walk like u own it, radiate bad bitch vibes, second, dont give a fuck, and dont add fuel to the fire, never answer their questions and give them shit to gossip about" juj said right before we left the car. we walked inside, "guys everyones looking" "liv, its ok" sofia tried to calm me down.
some said hi, some asked how am i feeling, i was polite, trying to just be nice about it, to shiw that im ok, as sof said, not to add fuel to the fire. my favs were the ones who acted like nothing happened, those who acted like that were my school friends, the girls who i hang out with in classes where juj or sof aren't with me, or the ones who sits with us during lunch a lot. nothing happened, what happened was mine, and no one else's, and they understand that.
the day is going ok, some teachers checking up on me. the school counselor wanted a meeting with me, she just asked how am i doing and how am i dealing with the situation. but other than that, it was a normal day, regular one, some texts from josh, as usual, just checking up.
"hey...uh...olivia?" i heard a voice from behind saying, as i froze when i felt his hand touching my shoulder, trying to get my attention. "stay the fuck away from me" i said harshly as i turned around seeing who it was taking a few steps back, "i just wanted to say sorry" he begged. "sorry aint gonna cut it jack" i said finding out that the simple act of breathing was not so simple for me anymore. "i just wanted to explain-" "theres nothing to explain " i stopped him feeling my body shake. trying to hold on to josh׳s hoodie that covered my body in order to try and calm down. "go b...before i scream" i added and he left. i went to the girls bathroom, to try and calm down, doing the breathing exercise josh did with me that night it all happened. "liv!!!" i heard sofia's voice. "what, i said leaving the stall. "omg u are here" juj said with relief. "uh yea" i tried to seem confused, im so not down to making a fuss about jack. "u ok? after seeing him i mean" sofia asked carefully, "now i am" i replied, "come on guys, leave it pls, also class is about to start" i added and stormed off, i now just wanna move on.
