blank space ✎ kth & jjk.

space thirteen。

My alarm clock keeps on ringing as I stare on it. I am thinking whether I should go to school early or not? You know what, ever since I met Jungkook. I am attending my class way more earlier than before. I am changing for the better and it was because of him. I know that I said before how I hate my first subject which is Math. 

Like . . . seriously, who loves math? It is Mental Abuse To Humans.

The alarm clock stopped ringing which made me go back to reality. I look at the clock and it's already quarter to eight - my class will start in 40 minutes. Oh no, I don't really know what to do. 

I bit my lip as I tap my fingers at the nightstand. Maybe I should go late now. Yeah, I should. I miss going to school late and arriving when it's already break time. Yes, I should skip Math. But on the other hand, Jungkook will probably scold me later again.

I lay down again at my bed and stare at the ceiling. I don't know but I shouldn't be feeling so nervous today. What Namjoon said to me yesterday got me thinking and made me sleep late but that thought woke me up so early. I don't know what to feel. I know I already moved on and all but I don't think I'm ready to face him after all these time.

Damn this fucking feels. I hate myself for playing other's feelings. I just can't help it but I feel so happy everytime someone cries because of what I did to them. It's like their pain is my happiness. But Jungkook is different, alright? I stopped ever since what happened last time.

I don't want to remember it. I already regretted it. I don't want to feel that 'regret' feeling again.

I just spend my time rolling all over my bed and scrolling through my news feed. For sure in a bit my mom will knock again to my door and shouts at me for being late. It's been awhile since she knocks at my door to wake me up. 

Speaking of my mom, she doesn't have any idea  who's Jungkook. I still have no plans to introduce him to my mom nor to my dad. I am still waiting for the right time to introduce him to my parents. I don't need to hurry things up.

As if on cue, I can hear footsteps towards my door.

"TAEHYUNG, YOU YOUNG MAN! WAKE UP! YOU'RE BACK AT BEING LATE AGAIN!" My mom shouts and knocks at my door continuously.

I laugh and shook my head, what a crazy mom I got.

"YES MOM, I'M AWAKE! CALM DOWN!" I shouts back and stand up.

"HOW CAN I CALM DOWN IF YOU'RE HALF AN HOUR LATE?! DOUBLE TIME!"

"ALRIGHT ALRIGHT!" With that, she finally stops and went downstairs.

I took a quick shower and prep up right away - then glance at the mirror one more time before grabbing my backpack while putting my phone in my pocket and went down. I saw mom fixing her bun then her gaze went to mine with a smile on her face. 

"Finally, you're prepped up. Grab some quick breakfast before going to school." She reminded me but I just shook my head and proceeded to the door.

"No need, mom. Gotta go. Love you!"