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Chapter 36

"We haven't decided anything yet," Corey admitted. "We are still trying to figure out the best way to go about it. Can I ask you something?"

"Guess so," she mumbled as she played with her stuffed animal.

"Before earlier, when was the last time you were little, Sweetheart?" Corey asked as he dropped to his knees in front of her. "Do you believe me that you made us really happy being little and it really made me happy to hear you calling me Daddy?"

Her body tensed up before she barely whispered, "Two."

Corey chuckled, "Yeah, you're right, that was two questions. You can answer whichever one you want. You don't have to answer both if you don't want to."

"No," she whispered.

"No?" Corey asked as he tried to understand then sighed heavily, "Oh my precious DreamKitten," he murmured as he reached up and kissed her forehead. "I'm so sorry you don't believe us. Did someone make you feel this way?" She nervously reached out and tapped her fingers on his wrist. "Okay Sweetheart, I understand." He kissed her forehead one more time then slowly stood. "Bran, get her laptop, please."

"Got it," Brandon nodded as he darted out of the room. Corey walked over to his desk and moved his laptop out of sleep mode. "Here," Brandon said a few minutes later as he placed the laptop in her lap. Corey took his headphones out of their container and slipped them over her ears before syncing them up to her laptop for her. She smiled gratefully at him before opening up the chatroom. He cupped her cheek for a minute before walking back over to his desk.

The group watched as she shifted to get more comfortable and kissed her vampire bat teddy bear before turning on some music. The only reason they knew that was because she started humming along while barely bouncing her head.

A movement on the TV had them noticing that Corey synced his laptop to the TV so they could see the chatroom. Is it okay if I put the chat on the TV so the rest of the family can see what we talk about, my DreamKitten?

Guess so

Do you often go nonverbal under stress

Idk

That's okay. Gabe tends to go nonverbal under stress so we're used to it. Luke at times does too.

I want to talk but the words are just stuck.

That's okay Sweetheart, it really is. We can use the chat as much as we need to, I promise.

K

Now I have a hard question for you. Has someone made you feel bad for being a little?

Not really sure exactly what "a little" is. If you mean has someone messed with me for needing Nossy to sleep and wanting a pacifier at times and needing to watch Pokemon to be happy and preferring cups with straws then yes quite a bunch of people have. I learned a long time ago to just keep it a secret, there's only such much I can handle. Can we just pretend it never happened?

No. I won't refuse that side of you. We won't deny you that part of yourself. I meant what I said, Jade. We are caregivers and Daddy Doms. I swear I thought my heart was going to burst when I heard you call me Daddy. Getting to take care of you during that time, having that kind of trust from you, that was the greatest pleasure I ever experienced. I won't deny us that kind of bonding. The rest of the family won't either. You aren't the only little in our family, DreamKitten. Gabe, Luke, and Marc are also littles when they need to be. We have a little playroom for them and we want to create one just for you as well. I promise you that it's healthy to be a little if you need to be. I'm so very very sorry some stupid idiots made you feel like you couldn't be yourself. I promise you, you never have to hide any part of you from us.

Idk...I want to believe but I just can't

That's okay, we'll just keep showing and proving ourselves that you have no need to worry. We understand it will take time to erase those bad memories.

K

Before earlier, when was the last time you slipped into little mode?

Shortly after I was at the Love center. I had a pacifier and got beat for being a freak and then lots of the name calling and teasing and someone ripped Nossy's wing off and hid him from me for a month. Miss Elizabeth sewed his wing back on and Miss Sandy found him. Erik beat up the teenagers but he wasn't always around. Hence just keeping it a secret.

I'm so sorry Sweetheart. No more hiding Nossy or your pacys or squishies or anything you need. Your cups and bottles are with the guys and when you are ready we can decorate your playroom. Anytime you need your daddies we'll be there for you, I promise.

I'll

The group watched as she took a deep breath then slowly let it out.

I'll try

Corey beamed, That's all we ask, Sweetheart.

Just keep being patient with me, please?

Forever