The Bad Master (SSPG)

Chapter 29

I was trembling.God forbid I don't want to do this.Ayaw kong aminin sa sarili ko kasi kailangan kong maging matapang.Walang magmamalasakit sa akin dito at kailangan kong gumawa ng paraan.Liningon ko ulit yong amerikana.Gusto kong magmakaawa sa kanya na ialis na ako dito.

She lowered her gaze and told me to enter.Ilang beses akong napabuntong hininga ng malalim.Sa huling pagkakataon gusto kong tumakbo kay Lucifer at humingi ng tulong.Ilang luha ang pumatak sa mata ko.

"I can't ..do it"

Nag angat ng tingin yong amerikana.Nangunot yong noo niya at napailing iling.

"Dhalia you have to do it."Her voice is unexpectedly soft this time.

My voice quiver.

"I'm scared"Tuloy tuloy na naglaglagan yong luha ko sa mata.Nanginginig ako.

Hinawakan ng babae ang magkabilang pisngi ko at pinakatitigan niya ako.

"They'll kill you one way or another.You have to do it .You don't have a choice.They chose you for this job.The elders already had their eyes on you."

Mas lalo akong napaiyak.

"Do it.I'll help you get out of here when you finish your task.Get the blood diamond and leave this hell"

Nabuhayan ako sa sinabi niya.Muling pumasok lahat ng ala ala ko kay Lucifer.Pero ngayon..ngayon unti unti silang naglalaho at napapalitan ng sakit.Aanhin ko pa ang lahat ng iyon kung ganito naman ang sitwasyon ko.Gusto ko pa..gusto ko pang mabuhay.

Siguradong nag aalala na si Ruben at si mama Bel.Siguradong hinahanap na nila ako.Kailangan kong makauwi.

"Be brave.I'll have a close watch over you.It's the only thing that I can do for you Dahlia.Trust yourself and live."

Pusrsigido akong tumango at muling napatingin sa pinto.I fix myself and sigh heavily .I look once again at the woman who has now a very sad expression,like she had seen this scene before,with no good results and now is my time.I can hint a worry all over her face but she force a smile.The first smile I ever accepted from her.

I gave her a sly smile.Walang kasiguraduhan.She said I have no choice and I'm not planning to look even more pathetic shouting for help with the people outside.Even when it's what I really want to do right now.I entered the door when she opened it and didn't look back.

Bring it on ,Monasterio.

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The place is huge.It has an Italian -American architecture and there were huge painting from every corner.Minimalist but expensive ,I can say.From the crystal made roofing and marble covered wall and floor .A giant King size bed stand on the middle and a vase of an expensive giant plant settle beside it.The blue mattress look so soft and clean.And a guitar is on the bed.Like it was just use and someone left it there.Napataas yong kilay ko ng makita iyon.

I once again use my unseen mask like a bitch.But deep inside i'm crawling and grumbling,shouting for some mercy to whoever I'll meet today.

Walang tao?

As if on cue ,a man went out from the other side of the room that seem to be the bathroom.Nag iwas ako ng tingin ng makitang nakatapis lang siya ng tuwalya at ilang tubig pa ang tumutulo sa buhok niya.

What the fuck?

Natigilan ang lalaki ng makita ako.He grin right after he realise who I am.The wicked grin.I have the feeling that I will not like him.Well,I never like him.

He walk casually towards me,grinning.What's with him.May nakakatawa ba sa sitwasyon ko?Siguro nga nakakatawa,dahil lahat ng ito nangyari dahil sa katangahan ko.

Umupo siya sa dulo ng kama paharap sa akin at pinagcross ang dalawang paa niya.Really?Wala ba siyang balak magbihis?Bigla akong nailang.

I don't know what to say or do.Naka gown ako at heavy make up at siya casual lang.He look dangerous but carefree.He look so handsome too.His blue eyes seem to be brighter today.Few tattoos embrace his shoulder ,back and abdomen.He has a very good body.Which I already expect.I've seen him few times now.

It leave me thinking how can someone like me steal the blood diamond from him?Wish me luck.

Hindi niya inalis ang tingin sa akin.He's staring at me like an idiot.Hindi ko alam pero imbes na maintimidate at matakot nakaramdam ako ng pag ka irita.

Hinarap ko siya.Mas lalo siyang napangiti.How could be this man so dangerous when I can't see anything special to him other than being pervert?

"Wala ka bang balak magbihis?"

Hindi ko napigilan yong bibig ko.Ang daming pinagdaanan ng emosyon ko ngayon at ngayon nakakairita pa siya.

His grin widened.He look at me like a special specie.A new toy he'll enjoy.An interesting gem so rare he can't get his eyes off on it.

"Aren't you be the one who's taking her own clothes right now?"

He has a deep and baritone voice.Im sure as hell that he can sing like me.Naningkit yong mata niya sa akin at inilibot ang mata sa katawan ko. A dangerous rake that send me shiver .

"Bakit pa ako magbibihis kung huhubaran mo lang din naman ako?"

He said playfully.Dumagundong yong dibdib ko at pumuno doon ang kaba.With his image,it's not impossible that he'll do bad things to me.But I hope not this early.I need to get hold of the diamond first.

Napalunok ako .

"Come on,you know why are you here.Told yah,they'll going to send you here to...maybe pleasure me?"

Nanigas yong kalamnan ko.It all happen so straight forward.Walang intro intro.Alam naming parehas kung anong ginagawa namin dito.

"I've been drooling for you from the first time I saw you at the deck.I can't believe that you're here now"

Bumalik ang panginginig ng mga tuhod ko .What does he mean?Tuluyan akong hindi nakapagsalita dahil sa kaba.Ilang speculasyon ang pumasok sa isip ko.

"Did they force you to come here?"

Hindi ako sumagot.

"They must've brainwash you or you'd got drawn into Lucifer's manipulation to come here voluntarily "

Mas lumala yong panginginig ng tuhod ko.

"Anyway,you want me to undress you or you'll undress in front me?I thinks it's sexier"

My heart began to pump blood through my veins.I can feel all my organs sinking.

"Lucifer always told me how delicious you are,you know."

My mind went black when I confirm it.Their deal continued that's why I'm here now.I felt like in the pit of pain and I wasn't able to climb up.Ito ang pinakamasakit na narinig ko ngayong araw.I just reach my limit.

Lucifer telling someone else what he does with my body.

Nawalan ng lakas yong katawan ko
at basta na lamang akong natumba sa sahig .I'm not crying.I was struck and can't move.

Napuno ng pag aalala yong mukha ng lalaking kaharap ko.Hindi ko alam kong matatakot ako sa kanya o ano.He can do anything he want with me.But as I stare at his blue eyes filled with worry,I don't know what to think anymore.

Dinaluhan niya ako at binuhat papunta sa kama.Hinayaan ko siya.Wala na akong lakas para gumalaw,magsalita o umiyak.

Maingat niya akong ibinaba sa kama.Naramdaman ko ding tinanggal niya yong dalawang sapatos ko.Hindi ko alam kung bakit kailangan niya pang gawin ito?

Napakamot siya sa batok at muli akong pinagmasdan ng maitabi niya yong sapatos ko.

"Nabigla ata kita"

Seriously?

"Rest.I'll look for you"

Sumakit yong ulo ko.Humihiling ako sa diyos na sana hindi ako masiraan ng bait pagkatapos ng kahat ng ito.

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