Disconnected / h.s.

six

[ chapter six ♡ ]

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- Harry -

I sat there, just thinking about her. It was clearly bad timing. If I hadn't left before she knew I existed, I'd be so happy with myself.

I was just happy to even be texting her right now though. I know we were just joking throughout half of the conversation but.. I was somewhat serious. If she wanted me to.. Take her virginity away, I would in a heartbeat. I'd make her feel so special.

I open the Casper app and open the conversation thread with Alex. I had to thank her.

HarryStyles12345 : alex

NotAlex21 : hey harry!

HarryStyles12345 : THANK YOU SO MUCH ALEX I CANT BELIEVE IM TALKING TO HER

NotAlex21 : Aw harry get in there! Win her over ahdksjsl yall are my new otp

HarryStyles12345 : otp?

NotAlex21 : one true pairing, GET WITH THE PROGRAM

HarryStyles12345 : there's just one slight problem

NotAlex21 : what is it?

HarryStyles12345 : i dont think im coming back.

NotAlex21 : wait what ?

HarryStyles12345 : im kind of.. in london. Forever. Until i can afford another plane ticket back. I decided to go to school here before I realized how much of a mistake it was.

But i doubt i can soon because of college

NotAlex21 : HARRY TRANSFER TO UCLA RIGHT NOW

HarryStyles12345 : i cant just do that i already paid for oxford i cant just unpay you know?

NotAlex21 : well.. then dont win her over if its that way

HarryStyles12345 : i cant stop talking to her all of a sudden, i.. idk i like her

NotAlex21 : does she know?

HarryStyles12345 : she does but she thinks im coming back

And alex i dont want to make her sad by telling her i cant

NotAlex21 : she'll be heartbroken if you guys continue talking you know that right?

HarryStyles12345 : but i dont wanna leave her

NotAlex21 : she's my best friend harry please

HarryStyles12345 : you cant just ask me to leave someone i just got

I'm too selfish im sorry

NotAlex21 : harry ughhhh i swear to god if something shitty happens that i dont like

I want you to stay away from her and move on if it ends badly alright?

HarryStyles12345 : okay fine. Thats the only time ill leave, if she doesnt want me there

NotAlex21 : promise me that

HarryStyles12345 : okay i promise.

I exited out of the app, sighing as I closed my eyes. As I did, I imagined actually talking to her in the flesh, feeling her presence. The more I thought about being so far away drove me crazy because I knew that I really liked her. I've liked her ever since I moved to LA.

And now that I've got her? I'm not there to catch her.

And it absolutely sucks.

I decided to call a friend I haven't seen in forever, clearly I needed his help. I needed girl advice from someone older.

I pressed the phone to my ear, running a hand through my hair.

"Harry! What the hell where have you been? I missed you."

I smiled. "Louis. I need your help, man."

"With what?"

"I like this girl and I just.. I need someone to talk to about all of it. Hopefully it'll clear my head."

"Yeah, yeah. I'll show up at your flat?"

"Yeah."

"Do you have beer?"

"Of course I do."

Louis laughs. "You better."

"I'll see you later." I chuckle, ending the call.

I groan out loud, falling onto my couch, staring at the ceiling.