My Lonely Space

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Another RiDe poem by Deviantart user GothicRosez.

Through the darkest nights
We run and fight
Our armour heavy
And our blades up high
We yell and scream
Drawing blood from them all
All the horror and fear
Has become normal
Too normal for tears
Fighting, days and nights
Side by side
But still enemy's whenever we rest
Haven't the fights made us closer?
I wonder when I close my eyes
I wonder why we don't talk
Why we wont listen
Why we cannot smile
Upon the other
Why your dark sea blue eyes
Are forbidden for mine
Why your sweet touch
Is past the lines
I hate you
Yet I feel fear in my heart
When they near you
Why do I care for a man like you
Arrogant and irritating
As any man I've met
No one has ever neared me
Nor treated me like a human being
Always was I the black hunted sheep
Never the hunter
Never the powerful beast
I'm just a lonely man
Caught in fights whom will never end
And you beside me gives me strength
still i walk this lonely path
I can see and hear you
But I cannot touch
It drives me insane
To be locked away from your arms
It is for my own safety
And I made those chains myself
if I could break free
I would lose my strength
And fall for you like never before
That's why I cannot love you freely
I would lose it all, I would lie before you
Without my armour
I am nothing
So spare me those eyes
And let me be
Please I beg you, let me stay alone forever
I cant let you steal my soul
Or I will lose my mind even more
And close my eyes for danger
I need this armour
I need this blade
I need my distance
My lonely space

So sad for Richtofen:(

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