In my Ugliness

🫧🫧 Chapter 59 🫧🫧

Yei! I haven't been in this space in three months, I kid you not! 😩
I'm alive guys 💃🏼💃🏼💃🏼💃🏼😂
Let me do a quick explanation on why It looked like I stopped posting:

Within those period, I've had to prepare for my nephew's birthday, I've had to nurse him while he was sick, I've had to spend sleepless nights; I've gotten sick too! 

It was during one of the period where I was forcing myself to type at night that my Mom said something that struck a chord in me. She said, "Eno, you better take care of yourself. Think of your health first. If person  fall sick when she dey work, at least she go use the money from the work, take care of herself."

I had one job at that moment; the nanny job conferred upon me! 😂

I wasn't looking good, health-wise! I was growing lean from stress of staying awake because of the boy, and to type. Typing in the afternoon is always not feasible cause my baby will always want to do a video call with his parents or watch rhymes. 😂🤣

Omo! I received sense and I decided to take a rest. I've been typing secretly sha.

I'm sorry. I hope you guys can understand and forgive me.

Three chapters coming up today!

Do you doubt me? 😂

🫧Chapter 59🫧

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Deja crossed her legs in bed, she was settled in a comfortable position while she studied the Bible. Her mind began to wander. Memories of the previous night swirled in her thoughts, filling her with anxiety. Osasu's stern look, his eyes blazing with protective motive  towards his cousin. She understood his motivations, but how could she make him see that it was all a misunderstanding?

As she reflected, a gentle whisper echoed within her, "Have I not shown up for you, why do you still doubt?" The words struck a chord, and Deja's emotions overflowed. She burst into tears, her voice trembling.

"God..." she trailed off, sobbing. "I'm sorry for this moment of doubt. I don't know who else to turn to except you."

With a sniffle, she wiped away her tears, composing herself. Her voice took on a sense of determination.

"There is no one I'd rather turn to. I followed your instructions yesterday, and you gave me a gift. You showed me that the heart of man is in your hands, and you turn it however you will to conform to your will."

Deja's eyes closed, her hands clasped in prayer.

"Lord, I thank you because this a problem I'm magnifying is nothing but a tiny thing to you . I know that all mountains become plain before you, so I have come to lay down this mountain at your feet, so you can make it plain enough for to walk over them. Thank you for quenching this fire that's about to start before it becomes a problem. I'm  grateful cause I know all things works together for good for them that love God and are called according to purpose. If Vincent is your will for me, turn the heart of his cousin to be in my favor. Amen" She muttered.

In the silence, Deja sought peace, trusting that her prayers would be heard and answered. Her heart, though still troubled, began to find that peace, knowing she has the backing of God.