Loving You is Loving Me But Who Do I Love First ?(editing)

To much to handle

If you want to you can play End of the Road by new edition it will probably make me cry I know I did

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED !!!

Kate's point of view

So I woke up to breakfast in the bed now don't get me wrong I wanted it but I doubt that it's for me but I know I'm bout to hear jadas mouth talking about "why are you in my sons bed?" I knew jaden since he was 5 and I love him but he's like a little brother to me yes little I'm a few months older than him but he's taller than me big head. Then jada came in aw shit here we go.

Jada: why you in my sons bed?

Me:*sits up* you know what jada I'm tired of you thinking something's going on between me and your son there's nothing going on ok

Jada: then why are you in his bed?

Me: *gets out the bed* because I feel asleep there

Jada: mhm you want my son I know you do Kate

Then jaden came in but his mom didn't know and willow was there to.

Me: I don't want him ok he's like a brother to me I wouldn't cross the line like that

Jada: *slaps Kate* my son is good enough for you even if you don't see it

Jaden: mom! *comes to me* you ok Kate ?

Me: *nods cupping my face*

Willow: dad mom hit Kate!

Will: *walks in the room* why?!

Me: I'm leaving don't worry about me stealing your son I won't come back

Jaden: Kate no!

Willow: *tear falls* she's sorry don't go

But I left I went to the park at first I went there to calm down but then I was hoping I'd see Aaron again but I didn't I stayed there think for 3 hours it was now 12 noon I needed to go but when I was about to leave someone grabbed me and I got scared and screamed.

Prod: hey it's ok it's me prod

Me: prod your on lock down right

Prod: I thought so but for me since I hardly went anywhere but to your house Keshia let it go and let me come out

That name brought tears to my eyes that my moms name of course the only time prince talked about Keshia his manger and I missed my mom so much I know the world do I feel to my knees and wished that my mom didnt die but I can't bring her back but I felt something wrong. I ran to the ocean and prod followed me I saw a something in the ocean and I ran to it and it was my moms body.

Me: *screams* WHY!! MOM WHY YOU?!

I started to cry and prod grabbed me and I was shaking he brought me back to shore.

Prod: Kate I'm so sorry I know you didn't want this but I need to tell you this

Me: what? *sniffles*

Prod: I love you more than you think I can't stop thinking about you and I hurt when you hurt

Me: *smiles* same here prod but you know this is not right cuz of prince

Prod: I know but I can't help it

*two weeks later*

So me and prod have been keeping our distance to save my relationship with prince we are now at bres house having a party for star and Im with ray going over his presents for niq.

Me: so what you got?

Ray: this poem sucks but I tried

It read: