Emopter Eight: I Am Much More Me When I Am With You

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I entered my room with pizza in one hand and softdrink in another.

For a moment I was counting the numbers of things gathered on the floor.

Pillow
Books
My hijabs

Huhh
It gives me the feeling that I am a lazy girl and I am proud of it .
But then
I felt the similar fragrance.

Honeydew

But I ignored and head towards the washroom to clean my hands
Which
was my worst mistake.

All of sudden ...
It was black out.
Again that short circuit problem

Huhh
"Ohh Allah" I cried in grief

And open the washroom door.

Black out
Pillow
Over

"Woaaahh!!" I cried

''Ouch" a voice came

"Whose there" I asked

"Your beloved lover" he replied
And I got to know it was him
RYAN

that handsome, stupid guy
Whom I texted for thanksgiving and he asked me to
Open the window.

All of sudden
Dark room became white and I figure myself over Ryan.

"You always take advantage of darkness!!" He smirk

"What!! Be a insan (human) not a insane" I shouted.

Pulling myself up.
But my hand slips and I fell over him again.

This time my nose met his.

A silence of awkwardness gathered the room and we both assembled ourselves.

He stands up and offer his hand to pull me up but I tapped his hand and stand by my own.

"So , you are done!! now leave. I had my chemistry test on monday and had to study"
I demanded.

"Azee listen!! I m not going anywhere! !" He explained

" okay ! Fine ! Sit and let me study"
I replied and started turning pages.

He glare in disbelief and went to the balcony.

Few minutes later
I was convinced by his idea and our argument ends up on watching a horror movie.

Snacks
Laptop
Bed
One blanket
One horror movie
Favorite actor
Us

The perfect time!

When the movie started we were at the opposite ends of the bed.
It was 11pm

At 11:30
We were a bit closer to eachother.

Although we both were scared of these haunted movie but love to watch them.

At 12
I was so afraid
That i put my hand into his arm and hid my face

"Huhh!! You havnt changed yet!! Still frightened from these"
He smirk

"Oh !! Look who's talking"
I grin
At 12:15

His head was lying in my lap and our fingers curl against eachothers.

This is the same things that we used to do
Back in childhood
In my motherland

Thats what I remember from that night
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I woke up a bit late.

Firstly I thought I was dreaming.

Ryan
Me

Horror movie

His fingers
My fingers

Then i scratched my eyes and glare around the room .

My eyes were searching him.
But he was gone .

That night I was feeling like I m over the moon.

Him
Me

My thoughts were interrupted and I realized what I was thinking.

HARAM (FORBIDDEN)
AZKAA ITS HARAM

You aren't that immature girl
You aren't living in your childhood days.

He is NA MAHRAM(FORBIDDEN for u)

"Ohh!! Astagfirullah...
(May ALLAH forgive me ). "

Ryan and I were first cousins.

We were born together

Lived our childhood together

Had cried together

Had laughed

Beaten up

Studied

Played together

I am more me when I am with him.

I know islam had made a few limitations and every muslim should follow it

But

When its comes to him

I
Am like speechless.

I am very close to him.

I dont know whether its
Lov..
LIKE NESS
Infatuation

"Shhhhhsshhh!! Calm down and focus on your test!!"
My thoughts were interrupted again and headed towards the stairs.

"Stella!! Can I get my breakfast upstairs? ?"

"Sure , honey!"
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Dedicated to @arfaz27
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