Spaces Between Us | g.d

Chapter 10

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*Grayson's POV*

I woke up feeling pretty happy today, although I know I shouldn't be because of Christina's breakup with Shawn. She must be very sad right now..

This is my chance to make the big step and show her how I feel about her. I'm kinda excited but also nervous. Everything is great. I can't help but smile to myself as I head to the kitchen to eat breakfast. As I walk in I see my mom,my dad, Cameron and Ethan. We don't usually eat breakfast together because my parents are already at work when I wake up.

"Good morning people." I say with a goofy smile. I don't know why I'm just in a really good mood. Everyone says good morning laughing at me. I'm probably looking way more silly than I think.

We ate breakfast; pancakes, my favorite and we chatted a bit.
My mom and dad were silent tho...until they looked at each other, nodded and then finally spoke.

"Guys we want to tell you something." My mom says.

"Something important." My dad adds.

I look at Ethan having a really bad feeling about this...

There was a pause.
"Okay, speak then." Cameron said while taking a sip of her coffee.
They looked at each other again.
That's bad.
Why can't they just say it?!
I tap my foot on the floor nervously.

"We are moving back to New Jersey." My heart stoped.

Ethan turned and looked at me straight away. He knows I'm the one to be more shocked.

"WHAT? WHY?" I said feeling my heart breaking again. Leaving this place means leaving Christina. My eyes are watery at this point but I don't want to cry right now in front of them.

"Dad got his old job back and you know how much he loves it so we are going back." My mom said holding dad's hand. She is excited. I am so not.

"No we are not!" I said in denial with attitude.

"Grayson honey cut the attitude besides we are not leaving anytime soon because school just started. We are moving when the schools are out." My mom spoke again.

That means we are leaving in six months.. I thought to myself looking down on the verge of crying. I want to scream right now. Ethan noticed. He looked at me and then back to my parents.

"But we have friends here and a new home and.." My dad cut him off. At least he tried. I really appreciate his support.

"I know but it's better going back. You'll see your old friends again, our old house. Everything will be the way it used to be." My mom said trying to convince us. We were all shocked to hear we are moving after two years and I am devastated.

"We are going back end of discussion." My dad said when he noticed how mad I am at him.

I didn't say anything. I just stood up and went outside to take some fresh air and think of what just happened.

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We moved here almost two years ago. I know New Jersey is my hometown. I grew up there but honestly I feel like I'm home right now. Because of Chris.

They say home is where the heart is and mine is with her.

How will I leave her? I just can't.
How will I leave my best friend? Correct that! The girl I love.
It will be too hard not only for me but also for her. She will probably get depressed cause I won't be here when she needs me. I've always been next to her when she needed me and she does the same. We are inseperable. She will be devastated.

I'm not gonna let that happen!

Maybe it would be easier for her if we weren't that close. Maybe if we weren't friends she wouldn't be sad when I leave. Because...as much as I don't want to admit it...if we leave we might never come back. That will be too hard;never see her again...I'm scared only with the thought of it.

What am I saying?

I have to stay away from her..

I want to cry just with the thought of her hating me. But no. It will be easier that way. I'll make her want to forget about me. I'm gonna make her hate me. I hate myself for saying that but..it's for the best!

I won't tell her I'm moving at summer. She's not stupid. She would understand that's the reason why I'll be distant and basically acting like a douchebag.

You can't miss someone you hate right?

I'll keep our relationship as it is until her birthday in January. She will turn 16. It's an important day for Chris. I want to be with her at least that day. After that I will start with my plan.

This is gonna be the hardest thing I've ever done.
My world is shuttered. Everything is ruined. Why now? Now that I wanted to tell her I love her?

I wanted to continue this chapter but it would be extremely long. 🙈🙉🙊
Sorry for not updating for almost five days. 😪 next chapter will be up in a few hours or tomorrow.😎

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