" The Fears I Don't Want To Face "
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Royalty Diaz
" ok August you won!" i laughed.
He picked me up and we sat on the couch with me on his lap .
Due to the tight Orange dress i got on he caught me quickly.
" damn royal you fast as hell "
I laughed at him barely breathing.
I caressed his face looking into his eyes . i smiled and he smiled back at me making me blush .
" ya beautiful ya know dat?" he said kissing my hand .
I blushed once more " you tell me everyday " i smiled .
" your amazing august you just don't even know how much impact you've made on me . "
He laughed and swooped his tongue over his bottom lip.
" i can see baybeh , smiling everyday. ya just happy and ima try my hardest ta make ya happy everyday of ya life "
I smiled " i will try my hardest to make you smile everyday & be there no matter what happens. " i said .
He kissed my hand & then my forehead , until he reached my lips .
As a lips met , the flower bloomed inside of me like the middle of spring . pulling away from that kiss . i grabbed my ringing phone .
He held on to me and kept kissing all over me .
" august!" i laughed
I answered the phone trying to hold in my giggles .
" hello , royalty it's me Darryl Reed "
I pushed august off of me and smiled .
" yes hello Darryl how are you?"
" im doing great , now i will have your divorce papers sent to his address by tomorrow and then we will see how it goes from there"
" okay thank you Darryl "
" no problem royalty you have a great day ."
I laughed still trying to get august off of me .
" you too " i hung up and he flipped my phone out my hands.
" that was Darryl about the divorce papers august."
He brung me close to him. as i layed on his chest , his hands rested on ny behind.
" ya ready ta be all mines?"
He said taking me out of all my negative thoughts.
I smiled and nodded my head.
" the faster , the better ." i said looking up at him .
Divorcing William had never had me so sure about anything in my life , besides my feelings for August. He didn't deserve nothing from me but those papers. These last few month's with august made me realize im way much more than i was being treated like .
He showed me i deserved better. Even though things aren't official it is . im still a little scared but august constantly reminds me that i have nothing to worry about and that is what makes me trust him more . we grow closer each day .
I looked at my phone and pouted.
" baybeh ya know what time it is" he asked .
I threw my phone on the carpet.
" no my phone died . " i smiled .
he laughed " baybeh comon i gotta go ta work and you going to that therapy session."
I groaned and got up . i crossed my arms .
He smacked his lips and stood up. He pulled me closee and wrapped his arms around me .
" Royalty ya do dis Everytime i gotta go ta work baybeh , i gotta get dis money ."
I frowned. I hates when august leaves i'd miss him so much in the day and i'd text him until he came home .
I hated therapy too . i knew i needed it though but august was my therapy , i felt as if i didn't need anyone else but him .
" august i don't want to go . " i stomped softly.
He sighed looking at me sternly.
" fine! " i walked to our room and put on my open toed , tan gucci heels with the matching bag , i walked from the back room with a frown .
" comere baybeh " . i walked over in his arms.
I looked at him as he spoke.
" baybeh im coming ta get you when on my break okay? Na just go to ya therapy session ok?"
I smiled and nodded . i pecked his lips .
He opened the door & we walked out the door hand & hand .
" ya so spoiled i done spoiled you bad "
I laughed. " good " he smiled and let my hand go .
We parted ways and entered the car .
A couple minutes later we were infront of the therapy office.
I rolled my eyes & sighed . facing all of the horrible things that has happened in my life is my worst fear . i hate talking about it because i don't want to relapse and blackout . i haven't blacked out since the very last time in the bathroom which was last month.
" gimmie some candy" he said snapping me out of my thoughts.
I giggled as he referred to my lips . he pecked my lips and i exited the car . looking at the building i sighed.
" here goes nothing ."
I opened the door and walked in.
All i could think of how much i missed august .
Omg im so in love with them two. i love there" relationship" even though nothings official it is at the same time. Get it? Lol anyways . and royalty is healing so good . shes happy and everything & she's in the process of getting a divorce!
Lol im so excited for no reason
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