We Can Make It (SOA Fan Fic)

The Past is Present

Chapter 3
Paige looked at her phone as a text came through. He didn't want to open it and read what it said. She was glad she got out of Boston when she did, this guy would not leave her alone after a few dates and him becoming possessive she knew she had no choice but to end it with him. But he continuously kept bothering her. And the phone calls and texts were starting to scare her, Paige wasn't the girl who got scared easy Christ she was brought up in the club she saw things she shouldn't have and it never really bothered her but Alex did. Her terrified her she knew she needed to fight this battle alone and not let Jax interfere. He couldn't always be her knight in shining armor when she needed him to be. She looked down at her phone opening the text message
Alex:I know where you are. I don't know why you left me but I'm coming to bring you home.
Paige: Alex leave me alone you don't need to come get me I am fine. I have some family business to take care of when I'm done I will be back home and we will talk.
Alex: I'm already off the plane.

Paige turned her phone off. he must of tracked her through her phone. she needed to leave her uncles house she couldnt stay there and have him find her there. Paige decided to lock up the house and find somewhere to hide out. She put her bag in the bed of Jaxs truck and left the house knowing she could no longer return alone. Paige found her way to the clubhouse and parked the truck next to Gemmas cadallic she hopped out and went into the office and sat down while gemma was on the phone "whats wrong?" gemma asked hanging up the phone "nothing gem. just a emotional day" she smiled "your a terrible liar Paige you used to walk in here and sit in that exact chair with the same look on your face when my son screwed shit up" gemma said looking at paige. she sighed "i had an issue back in boston and i just found out that issue has followed me here" paige said. Gemma leaned toward on her desk. "You tell the club?" She asked "No. Its my problem I can handle it" Paige said "Jax and the club will do anything to protect you. You need to let them know if there is a threat coming" Gemma said "I suppose. I'm gonna need to stay somewhere he knows where I am. Well he did I left my phone at my uncles that's where he will look first" Paige said "does he know about the club?" She asked "no I never spoke of my life here with him or anyone. He just knew I grew up here and was engaged didn't explain what happened and never spoke of Jaxs name. He did ask who he was when he saw my tattoo" Paige said "they will be having church soon you should sit in I'll tell Jax you have something you need to talk about" gemma said standing up and walking to the garage to speak to jax. Paige sat in the chair with her head in her hands. She didn't want to get into detail about her and Alex's relationship but she knee she was going to have to in order to be protected. Which means she was going to have to camp out with Jax until this was taken care of. This was not what she wanted. She wanted to come back to charming and handle this quickly and leave. Butit wasn't working out that way.
Paige sat at the end of the table with Jax sitting at the head of the table. "Boys Paige has some things she would like to discuss with us" Jax said. All eyes on her. "When I left here I ended up in Boston a few years after being there I met this really cool guy didnt ask about my past or anything I thought it was going to be great. We went out on a few dates and everything was going good but we weren't official yet so I assumed we could see other people at the same time. Well I went out on a date with this other guy and he came to the restaurant and made this huge scene that I was his and started beating the other guy up. He then came possessive he would sit at the bar I was working at and would make sure no males would even look at me. When I told him to hit the road he became more physical with me. Gave him a few good punches but his fist was bigger then mine. I tried to move he found me. When I moved again he had troubles locating me due to none of the bills were in my name. He knows where I am and as of a few hours ago he just got off the plane and was coming here. I'm not expecting you guys to do anything but I just thought you needed to know that there was trouble coming to charming if you want me to leave I will" Paige said lighting a cigarette "nonsense your not leaving. Paige you will stay with me until this piece of crap shows up we will take care of him so he doesn't bother you anymore" Jax said Paige nodded her head and walked out of church. Paige walked over to the bar where the prospect was "beer and a shot of jack" Paige said sitting down "you got it Paige" he said pouring her a shot and himself one they took the shot together after the prospect finished the shot he winced "what's your name?" She asked "rat boy" he said "well rat boy you wanna be a member of this club?" She asked he nodded "don't be a pussy take a shot like a man. They will laugh at you if you make faces" Paige said "ok thanks anything else I need to know?" Rat boy said "yeah pour me another shot?" Paige said sipping her beer. Paige had about 5 beers before the guys came out of church. Jax walked over to Paige and put his arm around her. "Looks like you can't get rid of me that easy darlin" he said smiling "I can always stay with another patch its that easy" Paige said "Nope desicions been made. Shall I take you to my house?" Jax asked "yeah I should probably shower and relax" Paige said "well take the bike grab your bag" Jax said getting off the bar stool. Paige followed him out the door and over to his bike. "So what'd you do sell the house?" She asked "No. I still live there" Jax said. Paige figured he would of sold the house and bought a new one. But was quite pleased that he still had the house they had bought together. She fell in love with that house the first time she saw it, it was perfect for them at that time "I haven't touched a thing since you left. Everything is still where it was when you left" Jax said "you've got to be kidding right? What were you mourning me like I was dead or something?" She asked putting the helmet on "no just missed you that's all" he said getting on the bike. Paige hadn't been on the back of a bike since her last ride with Jax. She got on the back of the bike and slid her arms around him and held on tight. A few minutes later they arrived in front of their brick one story home. He defenitly didnt keep up with her flowers she planted but that was ok. They got off the bike a s went in through the garage. Jax unlocked the door and let Paige walk in first. He was right everything was still the same. It didn't even looked like he was living here "Jax when's the last time you slept here?" Paige asked "a few times maybe a total of 10 times I slept on the couch though. I haven't slept in our bed since the last night we slept in it together" Jax said. Paige was beginning to pity him. He was like a lost dog waiting for his owner to come home. Paige sighed. She set her bag down by table and walked into the living room. Everything still in place. She walked down the hall and stood at the closed bedroom door she put her hand on the handle and opened it. Their four post bed still perfectly made, everything she had owned still in its spot. She set her bag down next to 'her' side of the bed and went into the bathroom. Jax walked into the bedroom and looked around. He wishes that he could of slept in the bed while she was gone but it wasn't possible to many memories flooded his head just thinking about it. Jax heard the shower turn on but the bathroom door was wide open. "Paige the door is open" he said peeking his head into the bathroom "I know this is still my house too Jax I'll shower with the door open if I want to" she said turning around to see him smile "while its warming up can we talk?" She asked. Even though he was the one who caused their relationship to end she felt she needed to tred lightly with the subject "of course babe" he said walking into the bathroom. "I'm not even sure where to start.... This isn't easy for me Jax. I left for a reason a pretty damn good one at that. But something inside me makes me hate myself for leaving. I don't condone cheating you know that.it was one of the deal breakers with me but I can't stop loving you. I tried, every time I slept with a man I wished it was you. It shouldn't be like this. We shouldn't have to live like this. Why can't I let you go?" Paige asked Jax walked closer to her "because P we were meant to be, its always been us it will always be us I can't take back what I did as much as I want to, you are the one who keeps me sane. All these years I buried myself in pussy but the only face I ever saw was yours. When I came to Boston I wanted to talk to you so bad but I couldn't but I needed to know you were ok. Because your still mine and you always will be" Jax said "why though. Why can't I let you go?" Paige asked "because we love each other no matter what happens babe something will always bring us back together. You think by leaving next week your not going to regret it?" Jax asked "I don't know Jax. I don't know what I want to do. Part of me is telling me to stay and work this out a d the other part is telling me to run as fast as I can before I get hurt again" Paige said Jax put his hands on her cheeks "babe I promise you I'm not going to hurt you again. That's the last thing I want to do is hurt the person I love the most. I never stopped loving you Paige" Jax said "Me either" she said Jaxs lips crashed against hers searching for her to give in , eventually she did pulling her hands up to his long blonde locks tugging at them gently. Jax picked her up and Paige wrapped her legs around his waist their lips never parting Jax walked over to their bed and fell on to it. He hovered over Paige as she fiddled with his belt buckle to undo it Jax lifted her shirt over her head and tossed it to the floor she finally was able to take his pants off as he did hers. He removed his boxers while she finished undressing. He laid over her kissing her neck lightly waiting for her approval to enter her she moaned lightly a and that's when Jax knew it was ok. They slowly made love making sure Jax emptied to the last drop inside of her.