'Rejection' A feeling i'm used to (Completed)

Chapter 6

Jalice's POV (During finding out about Logon)

I had found my mate,my mate.I didn't even care it was Logon,I would forgive him if he apologized, he was my mate.My wolf was so happy,I practically felt her jumping in my head.My hands gripped my seat tightly.Why was I so happy?he would reject me for sure.That thought came to my mind,and I felt sad,and hurt.Would he reject me?i mean look at me I was nothing like the girls he liked,I was thin and weak,yet everyone thought I was fat,and weak.I was a nerd,not that I mind I love being a nerd!But I wasn't the girl he would even think to look twice at.I started sobbing quietly.But I looked past that probably I was over-reacting.I was his mate,the one he was supposed to love,the one made for him.
I just kept on the positive thought.I really needed this.My wolf kept telling me it would be find she would still be howling with joy that she found her mate.

He mind linked me to meet him near the lockers after lunch.I just nodded,and looked down at my food


**after lunch**

I walked out of the cafeteria,and turned the corner to see that Logon was already there.I took a deep breath and walked towards him.
I cleared my throat to let him now I was there.He turned around seeing that his face held no emotions,blank.As soon as he turned around he pinned me against the lockers.
"I don't want you"he said sternly.My eyes widened,no I must have heard him wrong.
"W-what?"
"You heard me!i don't want you,your weak,pathetic,and fat.Why would I want you as a mate?You would never be a great Luna to our pack.I want someone like Nicole,sexy and strong.NOT YOU!"My wolf winced at every painful word he said.
"But y-y-your my mate,y-your suppose to l-love me"My eyes had started to water by now.I knew it,he would never want someone like me.What he said about me was true,everything was true.

"NO!I am not your mate,Nicole is my mate...I Logon Jett reject you Jalice Cross as my mate"My tears had started falling long ago.He can't,he was suppose to be the one who would love me and tell me i wasn't weak,pathetic,or fat.

But i knew crying about it wasn't going to help.He didn't accept me and i have to face it.Accepting it is what i would have to do to get over it.Of course i wouldn't get over it completely he was my mate,and my wolf,and i already loved him.I would shed tears everyday but i had to.So i took a deep breath,still crying.

Logon was about to walk away but i grabbed his arm to stop him.The sparks went up my arm making me shiver in delight but i ignored it."wait" i said in a whisper.

"what?!"he practically shouted.

"I Jalice Cross accept your rejection,Logon Jett"I said a little bit more sternly.A few more tears escaped my eyes,and i wiped them away.I looked up to see he looked shocked.He was shocked i accepted the rejection so quickly.I smirked to myself but it went away quickly.He walked away,leaving me there standing in the middle of the hall way.Everyone has been in class sense lunch finished,so no one saw us.I let tears fall down my eyes freely.It was utter pain,i had no other half anymore.Nothing was going to complete me.


i went back to the pack house skipping the rest of the school day.There was nothing left for me here.I wanted to leave this hell hole.I couldn't stand it anymore.I put up for the abusing,and teasing for 10 years.But Logon rejecting me was to much.I had to,i had to leave.Even doe i love my brother dearly,and it will hurt me to leave him.But i bet it would make him happier if his unwanted sister wasn't here anymore.

i grabbed a backpack,and stuffed some of my cloth.It wasn't much i didn't have that many cloth so it was only a few i needed.I grabbed my shattered glasses,and put them in the front pocket.I know they were broken but i loved my glasses.I grabbed some extra contacts i had and put them in front pocket.I threw two pairs of my converse in,i grabbed my ipod with my headphones and packed them in.I grabbed the most important thing of all,my book.I needed something to entertain me while i was on the run.

I ran down stairs grabbing a piece of paper and a pen.I decided to write a letter to my brother.

Dear,keven

I'm sorry but i can't it anymore.The teasing,and beating.I can't,by time you read this i would be long far from the pack house.I forgive you for everything you have done,you are my family and i will always love you no matter what.Please don't come searching for me,i dought you will anyways.I hope your happy that the unwanted sister,and weakling of the pack is gone.

Love,Jalice

A tear rolled down my cheek as i wrote halfway threw the letter.Suddenly i felt an unbearable pain.I felt my bones cracking,shrinking.I was changing.I laid the note on my bed.Holding my side,i grabbed the bag and threw over my shoulder and ran out into the forest in the back.

i dropped to the ground,screaming in pain.My cloth were already ripping,my claws digging in the dirt,and my canines out.Suddenly i felt a rush of power run threw my body.I felt powerful for the slightest second.

A moment later instead of hands i had paws,and on all fours.My wolf send me a visual picture to see how i was.I was huge for my surprise,and i was pure white.But i had the most strangest black designs on my fur.From my tail to my ears.I was shocked i had never heard of a wolf like this.I was bigger than any other she wolf i had seen.But i let it go,i had to run.

I grabbed the bag with my mouth and sprinted off.I had finally had the guts to get out of that hell hole,now i was running in a random dirrection hoping to get as far away from them.





That ass hole of a mate,logon is so going to regret rejecting her.I SWEAR!!

the photo is how Jalice cross
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